i wanna hate you so bad, but i can't-

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it's always going to be there, always for the rest of my life.. i hate it, ill always look back at all this, ill always think about it. why did this happen? i dont understand.

yeah, i'm too young. but fuck...

i've been crying since you said "You took my sunshine away.." "J/A"

Jak&April..................

i'm never going to get over this.

i was so happy, and i ruined everything, every single thing.
you were right, every problem in my life right now is caused by my own stupidity

i am so pathetic, and so terrible.

a bad friend
a bad sister
a bad daughter
a bad granddaughter
a bad girlfriend

how can anyone say i'm a good person?
i only believed you, when you said it
you knew who i was, then, you knew how bad i was.
and you still thought i was great.
you gave me so much confidance
then completely contradicted yourself in the end.
i guess i'm not smart enough to understand.

i need a hug, so bad......
nothings going to make this better.

i miss you