It all falls apart

Feb 15, 2010 14:43

I can't believe last night went the way it did. The true broken wing syndrome has come back and I realize that I want to take care of her just as much as I did before. I can relate to her pain and it makes it so difficult to just sit idley by and not do anything to help her feel better. I don't know what to do to remedy the situation. I love cuddling with her, having her around me. She's comforting and I don't quite know why. Fuck.

In other news, I'm fucking retarded and can't count to 128, so I'm now 4 credits short of graduating and I have less than a week to remedy the situation. I hope I can pull my head out of the sand long enough to realize that I don't have any other choice but to simply pull myself together and kill myself with classes. So much for getting good grades in my last term of classes...
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