Wedding
EEP. This morning I woke up with a feeling in the pit of my stomach. I’m getting married in less than three weeks! Up until now I’ve just felt this basic non-feeling, working through the planning and readying. Now, though, I know time is going to start sliding by and then it’ll be August 18, and then it’ll be over. Woah. I think this pit-of-my-stomach feeling is settling in for the next few weeks. The thing that’s been the hardest about the time leading up to the wedding is all the normal day-to-day stuff like my job. When you think forward to your wedding, you don’t think about getting up and going to work every day before and after. It’s always in this separate dream-space where regular things don’t exist. But they do. I still have to teach the youngins. I still have to walk the dog. I guess if it weren’t for my routines I would probably really go crazy, though.