bleh.
im getting fatter and it sucks ass.
not much else to say to that.
cross my fingers that its because of pre-shark week, but ive been eating like shit. one huuuuge meal a day and then like a snack. but DAMN can i tell. i gotta knock it off. blah. i dont wanna drink at trivia tomorrow cuz it wont help one bit. and we're drinking @ nikkis on saturday...jesus christ. im not gonna be able to eat anything just to counteract the alcohol calories. geesh.
i did moms yoga video with em today though and it kicks ass! i wanna start doin it everyday, itll make me stronger.
bleh
thats how i feel right now. bleh bleh bleh.
so yeah.....i really need to be serious about this vegan thing. this is the only way im going to be able to 1) knock it off and 2) be able to wear a bikini on my birthday. actually, i'd like to actually like my body by my birthday. thats what all of this work is for, what all the craziness in my head is for. you'd think id get there thinking like this. so its seriousness from here on out.
wish me luck
not much else to say to that.
cross my fingers that its because of pre-shark week, but ive been eating like shit. one huuuuge meal a day and then like a snack. but DAMN can i tell. i gotta knock it off. blah. i dont wanna drink at trivia tomorrow cuz it wont help one bit. and we're drinking @ nikkis on saturday...jesus christ. im not gonna be able to eat anything just to counteract the alcohol calories. geesh.
i did moms yoga video with em today though and it kicks ass! i wanna start doin it everyday, itll make me stronger.
bleh
thats how i feel right now. bleh bleh bleh.
so yeah.....i really need to be serious about this vegan thing. this is the only way im going to be able to 1) knock it off and 2) be able to wear a bikini on my birthday. actually, i'd like to actually like my body by my birthday. thats what all of this work is for, what all the craziness in my head is for. you'd think id get there thinking like this. so its seriousness from here on out.
wish me luck