Seein' red

[fact_o_fiction]

i can't stand where i am
for years and years i have planed where i'll go
now you walked in
i told myself never to change for another
now i am
it's not a compromise
i want to change my Faith, my home, my education for you
it actually sad
(for those who are beginning to think how sweet she's going to change for the one she cares about)
it's more than sad it's humiliation
because i obviously do not have enough faith in us
it's not that i don't want to...
i just wish we could be told the future some times
it would be soo much easier
no one would waste time
yeah sure we would change human growth but we're doing that all ready aren't we
i mean soon computers will over power us
so whats the point in growing, learning , understanding,
or overcoming
i don't want to have to preserver
i want to stay
in this horrible place
because here i know
at least i'm here with you

"so follow the leader
now
and swallow
your pride
and drown
when there's no place left to go
maybe thats when you will know....

i'm seein red
don't think you''ll have to see my face again
don't have no time for sympathy
because it never happened to me
your fee,ling blue now
i think
you bit of more than you can chew
and now it's time to make a choose and all i want to here is your voice."

it's after this (our) conversation
and he'll never understand

-Alise