After all that we've been through...I know we're cool
It's hard to remember how it felt before
Now I found the love of my life
Passes things, get more comfortable
Everything is going right
And after all the obstacles
It's good to see you now with someone else
And it's such a miracle that you and me are still good friends
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool
I know we're cool
We used to think it was impossible
Now you call me by my new last name
Memories seem like so long ago
Time always kills the pain
Remember Harbor Boulevard
The dreaming days where the mess was made
Look how all the kids have grown, oh
We have changed but we're still the same
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool
I know we're cool
Yeah, I know we're cool
And I'll be happy for you
If you can be happy for me
Circles and triangles
And now we're hanging out with your new girlfriend
So far from where we've been
I know we're cool
I know we're cool
C-cool, I know we're cool
I know we're cool
The song Cool reminds me of Jase. I was listening to it on the way to Uni this morning and started thinking about Jase. It just reminds me of how we are with each other. I think the reason why I am reminded of him with this song, and not Ben or any of my other exes because Jase was the first man I ever loved.
But it's a gorgeous song, and I had to sms him and tell him. He called me straight away to tell him that he had thought the same thing with the song, but didn't want to say anything because it would make him look dorky or something.
I thought that was cute, so we've decided to call it our song.
I told the boyfriend.
The boyfriend was NOT impressed. I tried explaining why it was Jase and my song, and then decided to maybe just shut my mouth instead.
Jase is still a touchy subject with the boy. Even after two and a half years he still doesn't want to know about the first man I ever loved.
Well...that's not true. He knows we broke up because Jase wanted me to move to Los Angeles with him and I wanted to go back to Uni. He knows we rarely argued. He knows that he was the first guy I ever contemplated marrying...briefly.
It bugs him that we rarely ever argued. It bugs him that we didn't have a bad break up.
And I know it bugs him that when I started dating him I almost got back together with Jase.
And I know it still pisses him off that one of the times we did break up I went to Los Angeles to be with Jase.
So yeah, there is some slight tension.
I keep thinking that the two of them will learn to tolerate each other. Jase finds it amusing since we're strictly friends these days, but the boy still sees red when he sees us together.
It's all about insecurities. I have them and so does he. But hey he wouldn't be human without them and I think it's awfully cute that he doesn't realise I love him more than life itself.
Actually Jase is in Melbourne, so I'm seeing him this weekend. I'm going to see him tomorrow when I head up to Melbourne. I'm supposed to go to a mutual friends party but by the time I get up to Melbourne, get to mum and dad's, go see Jase I will pretty much be ready to drop so I think it will be a case of crashing and burning. I'm also not in party mode.
That, and I have a meeting on Saturday. What person decided to have a business meeting on Saturday? That's just cruel. It's in Chadstone, so I might wander to the mall later and have a little gander.
I woke up late this morning. At 11am after a good night's sleep. Although last night we....errr...broke my DVD cabinet. We were mucking around on the floor, and kind of broke it. Oops.
So we ended up having to pick up glass. We actually shattered it. Previous experience has taught us we should stay away from glass. We broke a glass table a few years back by going through it.
Errr....we also cracked a bathroom showers tile.
Errr...anyway.
But I woke up late, and the boy convinced me to linger a little longer in bed. He offered to take me to Uni, but then got a call so had to bail. It's all good I didn't mind the walk since it was such a gorgeous day.
I just finished doing my stomach crunches or at least 100 of them and they are truly working for me. I think I do too much though, and I think that's why my back hurts sometimes when I do them on the ball since I know I'm doing them right.
Hmmm I've started doing them on the floor too. I'm going to have to this weekend anyway.
I've got to work on the site tonight. I haven't worked on it all week. Bad me. I need to update the news desperately. It hasn't been updated all week. Bad bad bad.
Hmm I also need to write some reviews. I thought I'd start reviewing sex in the city, since I've been watching it with Kirsten a bit.
Got to head to Melbourne early tomorrow so that means an early night of sorts, and maybe setting my alarm so I actually wake up at a normal time. I also need to do my footy tips for today too.