The hard way
I hear every word they say
they tell me to stay awat
they say I'm better off without you baby
you've caused me nothing but pain
heartache's your middle name
but seems I never see it coming
I'll just admit it baby
you really drive me crazy
Damn I am exhausted again. My parents came down to see me today. I wasn't really looking forward to seeing them but it was actually pretty good. My mum didn't ask me anything about S, and I just told her that I was contemplating getting back together with him. She simply said "Do what you feel is right and we will support you". That was all I wanted to hear from her.
Usually I can't wait to get away from them but today was pretty good. I admitted to them that I have been barely eating, and that worried them. I promised them that this would change, and I really will make an effort to eat more.
They bought me some groceries actually-yoghurt, cheese, milk, steak and the essentials. They also bought me some new iron tablets.
They want me to go back to the nutritionist, and I called her and made an appointment. I told her I was concerned about my eating habits and not getting enough nutrients, so she wants to put me on a diet that a few of her clients are on. Apparently it's the same diet that Tamsen Lewis is on, as she is one of her clients.
I need something to kickstart my energy again, as I just have none. I feel weak, especially in my legs.
And my craving of candy and sugar lately has to do with my body demanding energy, so it's time to kick this in the ass.
My dad pointed out that it is getting to the stage where I might not even be able to work, or struggle to get to Uni and I think I need to talk to my lecturers as a precaution, just to let them know what is happening with my life and such.
Luckily I have lecturers that actually care about what is happening to their students.
I need to spend some of today researching one of my assignments. I want to write a feature article on how the Internet affects Australian Journalists, and has changed their careers. I think it would be a good subject piece, and there is a lot that can be written on it.
It would be interesting to research too.
On top of that I have some reviews I want to do. I want to review Faith Hill's Faith, Kiss' Crazy nights, Iron Maiden's The number of the beast, Bruce Springsteen's Born in the USA, Footloose soundtrack, Wasp's The headless children, Slaughter's Stick it to ya, and Joshua Kadison's Painted desert serenade.
Sort of a blast from the past where music is concerned, but I think it's important for Crosswired to review all music.
It also gives me a chance to listen to music from my CD collection and stuff I haven't heard in ages either.
In the meantime I need to update my music, movies and book news. I haven't looked at book news in ages, but that's all good. I can do that soon.
I'm pretty happy with how the site is looking now. It looks more professional but there is still so much to do, and yet again I need to start researching my interview topics. I keep putting them aside but need to get more organised. I think tonight I'll do some research.
Hmmm the footy has started. Go the Saints. Damn, I shouldn't have chosen the Cats last night. Something told me the Bombers might win, but I am a little too faithful to the Cats. The same can't be said for Collingwood LOL. I tipped against them. But then they suck at the moment.
Okay enough about football LOL.
I need to start getting the news organised.
Then I promised Sophie I'd watch Harry Potter with her.
Rock n roll peoples
they tell me to stay awat
they say I'm better off without you baby
you've caused me nothing but pain
heartache's your middle name
but seems I never see it coming
I'll just admit it baby
you really drive me crazy
Damn I am exhausted again. My parents came down to see me today. I wasn't really looking forward to seeing them but it was actually pretty good. My mum didn't ask me anything about S, and I just told her that I was contemplating getting back together with him. She simply said "Do what you feel is right and we will support you". That was all I wanted to hear from her.
Usually I can't wait to get away from them but today was pretty good. I admitted to them that I have been barely eating, and that worried them. I promised them that this would change, and I really will make an effort to eat more.
They bought me some groceries actually-yoghurt, cheese, milk, steak and the essentials. They also bought me some new iron tablets.
They want me to go back to the nutritionist, and I called her and made an appointment. I told her I was concerned about my eating habits and not getting enough nutrients, so she wants to put me on a diet that a few of her clients are on. Apparently it's the same diet that Tamsen Lewis is on, as she is one of her clients.
I need something to kickstart my energy again, as I just have none. I feel weak, especially in my legs.
And my craving of candy and sugar lately has to do with my body demanding energy, so it's time to kick this in the ass.
My dad pointed out that it is getting to the stage where I might not even be able to work, or struggle to get to Uni and I think I need to talk to my lecturers as a precaution, just to let them know what is happening with my life and such.
Luckily I have lecturers that actually care about what is happening to their students.
I need to spend some of today researching one of my assignments. I want to write a feature article on how the Internet affects Australian Journalists, and has changed their careers. I think it would be a good subject piece, and there is a lot that can be written on it.
It would be interesting to research too.
On top of that I have some reviews I want to do. I want to review Faith Hill's Faith, Kiss' Crazy nights, Iron Maiden's The number of the beast, Bruce Springsteen's Born in the USA, Footloose soundtrack, Wasp's The headless children, Slaughter's Stick it to ya, and Joshua Kadison's Painted desert serenade.
Sort of a blast from the past where music is concerned, but I think it's important for Crosswired to review all music.
It also gives me a chance to listen to music from my CD collection and stuff I haven't heard in ages either.
In the meantime I need to update my music, movies and book news. I haven't looked at book news in ages, but that's all good. I can do that soon.
I'm pretty happy with how the site is looking now. It looks more professional but there is still so much to do, and yet again I need to start researching my interview topics. I keep putting them aside but need to get more organised. I think tonight I'll do some research.
Hmmm the footy has started. Go the Saints. Damn, I shouldn't have chosen the Cats last night. Something told me the Bombers might win, but I am a little too faithful to the Cats. The same can't be said for Collingwood LOL. I tipped against them. But then they suck at the moment.
Okay enough about football LOL.
I need to start getting the news organised.
Then I promised Sophie I'd watch Harry Potter with her.
Rock n roll peoples