Jul 12, 2004 23:39
life and time is far too precious to throw away
I know I sound like a fucking contradiction to myself, since I'm unemployed
But I've actually been working lately, trying to figure my shit out
I don't know if I ever will, but every day I feel as I'm I'm closer
I don't know if i'm being massively optimistic or pessimistic
Mike was locked up, so I've been told
I'm sick for no reason
And all other such money problems and shit
I feel as if everything that's happened lately has taken a little bit of my self respect away
my dignity
my pride
I don't feel like dragging on about it, but let's just say that
I came to a decision that I dont trust anyone and I have no hope in anything but myself
change is unexpected, but should never be regretted