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1. I truly hate calling people.
If I call You,
feel special.
It probably means that You are something/someone very special to me.
2. I have a very extreme fear of eating in front of people.
There are quite FEW of my friends of whom I've eaten in front of.
It's a rarity.
I fear food as it is,
if people see me eat,
they will just look at me as even more disgusting.
3. I have this strong desire to weigh 80 lbs.
4. I have severe mental disorders but do not take medication for them.
Bipolar and Obsessive Compulsive Disorder being two of them.
This are very dangerous disorders and I do not see any help reguarding any of my disorders.
5. I feel that one of the worst things in the world is crying in front of people.
Especially people that You hate.
Everyday I fight back tears so as not to cry in front of the people in my school.
I hate it.
I hate crying in front of people.
6. My biggest obsession is wrist bones.
If You have a bony wrist,
I've probably spoken to.
If I have not spoken to You,
please,
speak to me and I will compliment You on Your amazing wrists.
7. I do not like spending money.
I spend alot of money.
I do not enjoy it.
I would so much rather buy my clothing at a really good thrift store.
But good ones are so hard to find now-a-days because most of those materialistic people just throw out their clothing.
8. I hate when people don't call when they say they will.
I also hate when people don't call me back if they are left a voicemail.
I like leaving voicemails even less than I like calling people.
People make me feel so small.
9. I don't sleep well.
10. I tend to daydream too much.
11. I like looking at pictures of pretty girls and finding their flaws.
12. I have sever Obsessive Compulsive Disorder.
Except when it comes to my own room.
13. Everybody is a little materialistic.
14. People tell me that our house is too clean. Yet I still continue to reclean it. It's never clean enough.
15. I consider aquaintences friends. And I love my friends. Despite their not loving me. Then again, I don't love me.
16. I hate being in my house.
I spend too much time in my house.
I wish people would come resue me from my house.
17. I wish that if someone were reading this that I was unaware of,
would tell me.
I would feel so needed if I knew that people read this.
18. I absolutely love recieving Snail Mail.
There's probably nothing I love more,
except New York and my Long Island friends.
19. My insecurities are part of me.
If one day,
they weren't there,
I would feel completely incomplete and obselete.
20. I hate gangs and when white kids pretend to be something that they are not.
I tried saying that in the least racist way possible.
I am not a racist and I do NOT want to be associated with racism.
If I call You,
feel special.
It probably means that You are something/someone very special to me.
2. I have a very extreme fear of eating in front of people.
There are quite FEW of my friends of whom I've eaten in front of.
It's a rarity.
I fear food as it is,
if people see me eat,
they will just look at me as even more disgusting.
3. I have this strong desire to weigh 80 lbs.
4. I have severe mental disorders but do not take medication for them.
Bipolar and Obsessive Compulsive Disorder being two of them.
This are very dangerous disorders and I do not see any help reguarding any of my disorders.
5. I feel that one of the worst things in the world is crying in front of people.
Especially people that You hate.
Everyday I fight back tears so as not to cry in front of the people in my school.
I hate it.
I hate crying in front of people.
6. My biggest obsession is wrist bones.
If You have a bony wrist,
I've probably spoken to.
If I have not spoken to You,
please,
speak to me and I will compliment You on Your amazing wrists.
7. I do not like spending money.
I spend alot of money.
I do not enjoy it.
I would so much rather buy my clothing at a really good thrift store.
But good ones are so hard to find now-a-days because most of those materialistic people just throw out their clothing.
8. I hate when people don't call when they say they will.
I also hate when people don't call me back if they are left a voicemail.
I like leaving voicemails even less than I like calling people.
People make me feel so small.
9. I don't sleep well.
10. I tend to daydream too much.
11. I like looking at pictures of pretty girls and finding their flaws.
12. I have sever Obsessive Compulsive Disorder.
Except when it comes to my own room.
13. Everybody is a little materialistic.
14. People tell me that our house is too clean. Yet I still continue to reclean it. It's never clean enough.
15. I consider aquaintences friends. And I love my friends. Despite their not loving me. Then again, I don't love me.
16. I hate being in my house.
I spend too much time in my house.
I wish people would come resue me from my house.
17. I wish that if someone were reading this that I was unaware of,
would tell me.
I would feel so needed if I knew that people read this.
18. I absolutely love recieving Snail Mail.
There's probably nothing I love more,
except New York and my Long Island friends.
19. My insecurities are part of me.
If one day,
they weren't there,
I would feel completely incomplete and obselete.
20. I hate gangs and when white kids pretend to be something that they are not.
I tried saying that in the least racist way possible.
I am not a racist and I do NOT want to be associated with racism.