People are really gay ;o(
You know what really makes me mad? Sam and Troy...I dont understand why they are still mad at me...I didnt do anything to them...I mean ok...well i never said anything to Delias mom...maybe what 2 words? oooo thats sooo bad....I dont think they got kicked outta Delias house just cuzza my two words...OMFG i mean come on...I dont even know why i care...Maybe its cuz i still think Sam is hott but i dont know i dont know him that well and things ive heard about him...they dont really sound all that great...i mean i guess hes prolly a cool guy...but still...and troy...i dont know anything about him...so why do i care...i dont get it...ugh....???? o well i guess its cuz i thought they would be really cool guys...but right now they just seem to be ass holes and it make me kinda mad but then...it makes me sad to...you know? Mixed feelings suck...its all so god damn confusing...life is a fucking giant blurr...that cant be fucused...i mean jezus....im so sorry they got told to leave...its all my fault...o yes! COME ON...i mean i didnt do anything...the hole time i was avoiding them...its was freezing cold...i wanted to go home...so did Magen...thats kinda why we were walking around the cemetary....to try and keep warm...you know? movement kinda makes heat...yea...walking was better than sitting down and letting the wind hit us not moving not makeing heat and have to deal with not doing anything and see kaDie and Sam holding each other...and troy standing talking non-stop and Delia by her self!! It was fucking cold...i mean we shoulda just went to the movies and watched something we coulda all done the same thing that we were doing out in the cemetary...it would have been wrm....this hole thing could have been avoided...Troy and Sam wouldnt hate me and Magen for something we didnt do...we woulda been warm...we wouldnt have had to go home...so they wouldnt have been kicked out then! I mean...not saying that being at the cemetary was a bad thing its just it wasnt the right time to be out there...its was too cold...maybe that why we all got sick...being with Sam and Troy and Delia and Kadie and Meagan and everyone doesnt bother me...infact i enjoy it...its better than doing nothing...or being with Val(sorry Val but its true) we never do anything...when im with them we DO stuff...theres always something to DO...never a dull moment kinda...i mean we lisetn to music...dance....talk on phone/computer....meet up with Sam and Troy...i mean we even dressed up!! Its fun...its something to do...but we just REALLY shouldnt have been out there that night...it was way too cold...the snow first of all shoulda been a huge clue to us!! o well that was like three weeks ago and they are still pissed...i wish theyd just get over it...her moms not going to stay true to her word....that they can NEVER come back...i bet they'll be back over there within the next month!! UGH...i dont know why i even care....i guess i just dont like the feeling of KNOWING that they hate me...i mean if they like didnt tell me and didnt show me that they hated me i guess it wouldnt be as bad but i cant stand knowing that someone hates me....it hurts...boo hoo!