Whats going on with life?
Well i can't believe how my life is going now....what i mean is its just getting worse and worse. This is going to be the first Christmas i wont get to see my mom...haha wait this will be the first freaking Christmas i wont get to be with my brothers and to have a full family in one house. This Christmas is going to be the first that i wont be able to get anyone anything! I'm broke, cold, and lonely beyond description. I mean do you not think this is a sign brandon from God saying i am becoming to attached to worldly things? All i know is all i have right now is God and Stephanie. One's Heart Screaming is doing crap lately...i mean we are really blowing up great talents to serve God with stupid job related things. I hate it so much when you see people fall or hurt themselves. wow now that i have thought about it, i haven't talked to my little brother in about 2 weeks. This sucks not being able to hang out with my brother and not being able to see family anymore. I'm only freaking 17 years old....why the heck do i have to go through all this right now? I havent even lived close to half my life yet why should i be hurt like this? PLEASE SOME BODY TAKE ME FROM THIS PAIN!!!
brandon
brandon