where am I going?
Dear Lord,
It's another day at the office. Another day at a job where I get to sit, do some work, and do some thinking. I've def. been doing some thinking today, especially after reading live journal. It's been so long since I have posted. life has changed so drastically. I am 20 now, and I feel much older. I've moved into a new house, I'm paying bills, and rent... I'm doing things I normally haven't done. I am going to work from 8:30 to 4:30, I feel like I have a boyfriend (even though I still have no idea what is going on there), and I just feel more mature... my focus has changed, but not all for the better... My eyes are not completely on God like they should be, it's almost like I've tried to put You to the side, even though that is completely impossible... I utterly need You in my life. I notice drastic changes in my life when You are and are not the focus of my attention. I've done some things I probably shouldn't have, and I regret it.
It's another day at the office. Another day at a job where I get to sit, do some work, and do some thinking. I've def. been doing some thinking today, especially after reading live journal. It's been so long since I have posted. life has changed so drastically. I am 20 now, and I feel much older. I've moved into a new house, I'm paying bills, and rent... I'm doing things I normally haven't done. I am going to work from 8:30 to 4:30, I feel like I have a boyfriend (even though I still have no idea what is going on there), and I just feel more mature... my focus has changed, but not all for the better... My eyes are not completely on God like they should be, it's almost like I've tried to put You to the side, even though that is completely impossible... I utterly need You in my life. I notice drastic changes in my life when You are and are not the focus of my attention. I've done some things I probably shouldn't have, and I regret it.