Apr 02, 2004 22:33
I cut my hair yesterday. It had to be cut before prom because otherwise it's heavy and unmanageable. Anyways, it is shorter then it has been in quite a long time. I really like it, it's different for me.
So the Homebound program has been approved for me. I have a meeting with someone next Tuesday to work out some details. I have to go to school sometime very soon to get my APs under control. I've been informed those have to be completed by the end of the year or I don't get the credits. Then there'd be no point in going back to Paxon, and I dont want to have busted my ass for nothing. I got an A in my AP Lang. class. Yay I worked so damn hard in that class and got an A on my research paper. woo =) I got a C in damn AP psych. argh. I deserved a B too and I was really damn close. My stupid Chemistry teacher gave me a D. My mom and I are going to file formal complaints against her now for all the bullshit she pulled. I've never really hated a teacher before but I want to punch her in her damn mouth for blaming my sickness on me. Bitch.
I went to Nemours not to long ago. Had my four viles of blood drawn and an EKG. I still haven't gotten any test results back. They always told me no news is generally good news... :\ I go back again on the 15th. Dr. Midani(sp?) is my specialist and he's awesome. He's so nice and I feel like I'm in great hands. He told me that mild depression, anxiety, bad sleeping/no sleeping, memory loss, aches, and so forth is normal with Chronic Fatigue Syndrome. I've been diagnosed with that now they're just trying to find the cause of the CFS. I have to watch my diet very closely, and I can't indulge in sweets or anything and I drink mostly water because it makes me very dehydrated, I have to go to a psychiatrist (yikes) for anxiety (which he said is totally normal for someone with this and is required anyways) and I'm currently on a really mild dose of Ambien for sleep difficulty and nightmares. A plus is that a tanning bed helps with my sore muscles so I get to pretty much go whenever I want now. I'm trying to have a really positive outlook because eventually it'll get better. Right now it's just really frustating.
I picked up Steph's anniversary gift today. I really hope he likes it. Our one year is the 12th. :)
Tomorrow I get to pick up my prom dress. Then I'm taking my mom out for lunch for her birthday since I didn't get to last weekend.