Everyday of My (Love) Life - Chapter 2
Title: Everyday of My (Love) Life
Author: facesandmasks
Beta-ed by: kami_no_kami
Chapter : Chapter 2
Length: UNKNOWN. I swear.
Genre: love, (possible) male-male sex, drama
Rating: G and the rating will slowly go up.
Pairing: Yunjae and a bit of Yoosu. Changmin's all alone for now. LOL.
Disclaimer: To start with, it's just a fictional story and credits will go to where it's supposed to go. Its my first time here so comments for improvement are welcome.
And there will be one song I pick for every chapter to suit the poem or lines I've selected to go with the story.
Summary: For Jung Yunho and Kim Jaejoong, their love life seemed so dull and lifeless, as compared to Park Yoochun and Kim Junsu, whose love lives were full of smiles, laughter and a seriously overdose of sex. Whereas for Shim Changmin, his love life is to solely eat to his heart's content and savour the different dishes around the world. Will his focus on food be distracted by someone else's presence?
Will Jung Yunho and Kim Jaejoong be able to reignite the passion they had lost?
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Why do you cheat me?
And you say that I’m not on your mind
And you always ask me and say, how are you?
And you find myself changed
And you ask me to describe my situation for you
Even if I described my situation for you, you pretend that you don’t care
Betlaween Leih Alaya (Why Do You Cheat Me) - Madeline Matar
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Jaejoong felt that he needed help but wasn't sure of who to ask from other than a counselor or a psychiatrist. But which one suited him most? With greatest reluctance, Jaejoong asked Changmin, who in return demanded a bribe. Naturally, his bribe was food and nothing else.
"To answer your question hyung, I know this doctor who could assist you. His name is Dr Choi Si Won and trust me, he won't do anything to you because I know him." suggested Changmin,
"And how do you know him?"
"He used to be my classmate back in high school where we would play pranks on teachers. After graduation, we lost contact until recently, when he sent a gift which brought back memories through our manager. That's where I found out that he's now a doctor and psychologist at one of the top private hospitals in Seoul. If you want, I can get hold of him."
"That would be great. How soon can I see him?" asked an anxious Jaejoong.
"I'll give him a call and let you know. And hurry up! I'm hungry!"
Changmin called Dr Choi and spoke to him for quite sometime. Jaejoong overheard parts of the conversation while preparing pineapple rice and wondered if he even asked Dr Choi if an appointment has been made or not.
"Yes yes! I still remember that prank! The one where Miss Lee thought that Mrs Park was having her monthly period and all that when the truth is, it's tomato sauce! Poor Mrs Park suffered acute embarrassment over that incident, thinking that she was having her period! Until now, that poor woman never knew that it was a prank and not the real deal!" laughed Changmin over the phone.
After hanging up, an anxious Jaejoong asked if the appointment had been made and he got a positive reply. Although DBSK had a press conference to promote their upcoming album and put finishing touches to their album afterwards, a date with Dr Choi was set in late afternoon and Jaejoong was the last patient to see Dr Choi. Changmin explained that, for some reason, Dr Choi gave greater attention to the last patients more than the previous ones. Changmin offered to accompany Jaejoong after completing the finishing touches of the album but was politely declined.
Jaejoong felt relieved and prepared a few questions he wanted to ask Dr Choi. Questions he felt could save his relationship with Yunho and possibly, DBSK as a whole from breaking up. He thought of the questions but decided not to ask much unless necessary.
The next day...
"Thank you very much." prompted one of Smile Entertainment's staff, indicating to the press corp that the interview is over.
"Wait! I have a question! Last one I promise!" called out a reporter.
"Yes, what is your question?" asked Yunho.
"Can you confirm to us that both you and Jaejoong are in a relationship and that the two of you are currently in a difficult spot, which is common in every relationship? Because there has been a lot of online and offline rumours over this issue. Care to verify the details?"
Jaejoong, who was drinking from a bottle, choked. Changmin rolled his eyes. Yoochun and Junsu exchanged pained looks. Yunho remained calm although he was mentally cursing at the question.
"As far as I'm concerned, I don't only have a relationship with Jaejoong but with other DBSK members too. It's called working relationship since we work together. Because we're so busy working, there's hardly any time for us to get into relationships with anyone else. Does that answer the question?"
"Then what about the Yunjae/Jaeho coupling?"
"That coupling was created by our fans, which we deeply appreciate and please, don't believe every single thing you guys hear or read both online and offline. Only when there's a press release or anything that we mentioned is considered official. Anything else, take it with a pinch of salt. That's all I have to say."
"With that, comes the end of the press conference. I thank you all for attending." boomed the emcee.
The reporters wanted more details while the cameras flashed furiously. DBSK was ushered out of the conference hall into the waiting van. They headed to the recording studio to put finishing touches to their fourth album, Mirotica after which, they could take break for the rest of the year. The album launch was planned for early November.
On the way to the studio, thoughts of Yunho cheating swirled inside Jaejoong’s head. Thoughts of him in someone else’s arms brought pain to Jaejoong. The spiteful words and cold shoulder from Yunho was torture for him. As the van speeded its way to the studio, Jaejoong broke down and was almost screaming in the van, hoping that those screams could take away the psychological pain.
“Quick! Take him to K Hospital now!” instructed Changmin. K Hospital was where Dr Choi worked and sent him a text message requesting his assistance.
Changmin: Si Won, Changmin here. Please get ready at the emergency entrance with the necessary people to treat Jaejoong-hyung. He’s wailing and screaming for no reason. I suspect its psychological pressure.
Si Won: I will prepare a room for him at the VIP floor with all the necessary arrangements but until you guys arrive, console him or something because the media shouldn’t know this.
“Jaejoong? Are you alright?” asked Yoochun and Junsu as Jaejoong continued to scream and wail.
Changmin soothingly reassured Jaejoong as he continued to scream and wail. Yunho was stunned and speechless. He never encountered Jaejoong in such condition before. Nonetheless, when the van arrived at the emergency entrance, Yunho carried Jaejoong to where Dr Choi was waiting with his staff. Jaejoong was quickly rushed into the emergency ward. Jaejoong screamed and wailed as he fought with the doctors. Dr Choi injected tranquilisers to calm Jaejoong down.
“Phew. One screaming patient down. More to come.” joked Dr Kimberly Ghattas, Dr Choi’s Lebanese colleague.
“Maybe we should get into a screaming session at the next doctor’s meeting. See who can shout louder than our patient here.” dryly suggested Dr Nadine Lopez, one of the exchange fellows at K Hospital. Together with Dr Ghattas and Dr Lopez, they would work together to treat Jaejoong in his current state.
While everyone waited, Junsu snapped at Yunho, accusing Yunho of being selfish, arrogant, insensitive and heartless. Yunho was angry at such accusations and they almost traded blows before Yoochun and Changmin intervened. The rest of the waiting period was tense.
Hours later...
“It seems to me that he has stress induced ulcer in his stomach, a possible lack of sleep had partially contributed to his current condition. I suspect that he may have more illnesses that’s waiting to appear.” suggested Dr Ghattas.
“I concur with Dr Ghattas’ opinion. And what about his psychological state, Dr Choi?” asked Dr Lopez.
“Since he’s resting now, give me some time to study his condition. One of his friends asked me to see him and now I’m seeing him here earlier than I thought. Meanwhile, let me confer with the rest of the group who’s waiting outside.”
“Hi, good evening to all of you. I’m Doctor Choi Si Won.” introduced Dr Choi with a wink aimed at Changmin. Changmin froze.
“Doc, how’s Jaejoong? Is he alright? Will he recover? How soon will he recover? What’s his condition? Why is he in such situation? Is he suffering from some serious illness? Had he lost blood?” asked Yunho in a stumbling manner. He spoke so fast and asked so many questions that no one knew what was Yunho asking other than to hear incoherent mumblings.
“You are?”
“Jung Yunho, the group’s leader.”
“For now, he’s resting but his condition is more of psychological than physical. He has stress induced ulcer, lack of sleep and from what my colleague said, there could be more illnesses we don’t know as of now.”
“What do you mean by that? You’re a doctor! How could you not know anything?!” boomed Yunho.
“Just to let you know Mr Jung, we need to do blood tests and possibly arrange for MRI to see if he’s suffering from anything else. Although in my opinion, he needs psychological treatment since he was crying and screaming ‘Why? Yunho Why? Why are you doing this to me?’ I suspect this has something to do with you, Mr Jung.
Together with my 2 other colleagues, Dr Ghattas and Dr Lopez, we’ll try to work things out. I need him to stay here for at least 2 weeks to ensure that his condition stabilizes physically and mentally.”
“Hyung, there could be some truth with what he said. Why don’t the rest of you go back to the apartment while I talk to Dr Choi for a while?” suggested Changmin.
A sour faced Yunho left with with Yoochun and Junsu without saying a single word. Lee Sung Min, the group’s manager, came rushing in as the trio left. Uncle Lee, as the group called him, heard of Jaejoong’s break down from Junsu and rushed to the hospital once his meetings were over. Junsu explained what happened and Uncle Lee sighed heavily. He sighed like a father burdened by his child’s pain.
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Author's Note: Sorry for the delay dah-links! *flutters eyes*
The reason that I didn't update yesterday is because I went for my hospital appointment and had to deal with some personal matters. By the time I got back, I'm too tired to even care.
But I also want to admit that I have problems putting my ideas and thoughts into words for this stories. Since I won't be able to update on a frequent basis from next week onwards, please bear with me since I can't bring my laptop into an army camp.
Author: facesandmasks
Beta-ed by: kami_no_kami
Chapter : Chapter 2
Length: UNKNOWN. I swear.
Genre: love, (possible) male-male sex, drama
Rating: G and the rating will slowly go up.
Pairing: Yunjae and a bit of Yoosu. Changmin's all alone for now. LOL.
Disclaimer: To start with, it's just a fictional story and credits will go to where it's supposed to go. Its my first time here so comments for improvement are welcome.
And there will be one song I pick for every chapter to suit the poem or lines I've selected to go with the story.
Summary: For Jung Yunho and Kim Jaejoong, their love life seemed so dull and lifeless, as compared to Park Yoochun and Kim Junsu, whose love lives were full of smiles, laughter and a seriously overdose of sex. Whereas for Shim Changmin, his love life is to solely eat to his heart's content and savour the different dishes around the world. Will his focus on food be distracted by someone else's presence?
Will Jung Yunho and Kim Jaejoong be able to reignite the passion they had lost?
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Why do you cheat me?
And you say that I’m not on your mind
And you always ask me and say, how are you?
And you find myself changed
And you ask me to describe my situation for you
Even if I described my situation for you, you pretend that you don’t care
Betlaween Leih Alaya (Why Do You Cheat Me) - Madeline Matar
=========================
Jaejoong felt that he needed help but wasn't sure of who to ask from other than a counselor or a psychiatrist. But which one suited him most? With greatest reluctance, Jaejoong asked Changmin, who in return demanded a bribe. Naturally, his bribe was food and nothing else.
"To answer your question hyung, I know this doctor who could assist you. His name is Dr Choi Si Won and trust me, he won't do anything to you because I know him." suggested Changmin,
"And how do you know him?"
"He used to be my classmate back in high school where we would play pranks on teachers. After graduation, we lost contact until recently, when he sent a gift which brought back memories through our manager. That's where I found out that he's now a doctor and psychologist at one of the top private hospitals in Seoul. If you want, I can get hold of him."
"That would be great. How soon can I see him?" asked an anxious Jaejoong.
"I'll give him a call and let you know. And hurry up! I'm hungry!"
Changmin called Dr Choi and spoke to him for quite sometime. Jaejoong overheard parts of the conversation while preparing pineapple rice and wondered if he even asked Dr Choi if an appointment has been made or not.
"Yes yes! I still remember that prank! The one where Miss Lee thought that Mrs Park was having her monthly period and all that when the truth is, it's tomato sauce! Poor Mrs Park suffered acute embarrassment over that incident, thinking that she was having her period! Until now, that poor woman never knew that it was a prank and not the real deal!" laughed Changmin over the phone.
After hanging up, an anxious Jaejoong asked if the appointment had been made and he got a positive reply. Although DBSK had a press conference to promote their upcoming album and put finishing touches to their album afterwards, a date with Dr Choi was set in late afternoon and Jaejoong was the last patient to see Dr Choi. Changmin explained that, for some reason, Dr Choi gave greater attention to the last patients more than the previous ones. Changmin offered to accompany Jaejoong after completing the finishing touches of the album but was politely declined.
Jaejoong felt relieved and prepared a few questions he wanted to ask Dr Choi. Questions he felt could save his relationship with Yunho and possibly, DBSK as a whole from breaking up. He thought of the questions but decided not to ask much unless necessary.
The next day...
"Thank you very much." prompted one of Smile Entertainment's staff, indicating to the press corp that the interview is over.
"Wait! I have a question! Last one I promise!" called out a reporter.
"Yes, what is your question?" asked Yunho.
"Can you confirm to us that both you and Jaejoong are in a relationship and that the two of you are currently in a difficult spot, which is common in every relationship? Because there has been a lot of online and offline rumours over this issue. Care to verify the details?"
Jaejoong, who was drinking from a bottle, choked. Changmin rolled his eyes. Yoochun and Junsu exchanged pained looks. Yunho remained calm although he was mentally cursing at the question.
"As far as I'm concerned, I don't only have a relationship with Jaejoong but with other DBSK members too. It's called working relationship since we work together. Because we're so busy working, there's hardly any time for us to get into relationships with anyone else. Does that answer the question?"
"Then what about the Yunjae/Jaeho coupling?"
"That coupling was created by our fans, which we deeply appreciate and please, don't believe every single thing you guys hear or read both online and offline. Only when there's a press release or anything that we mentioned is considered official. Anything else, take it with a pinch of salt. That's all I have to say."
"With that, comes the end of the press conference. I thank you all for attending." boomed the emcee.
The reporters wanted more details while the cameras flashed furiously. DBSK was ushered out of the conference hall into the waiting van. They headed to the recording studio to put finishing touches to their fourth album, Mirotica after which, they could take break for the rest of the year. The album launch was planned for early November.
On the way to the studio, thoughts of Yunho cheating swirled inside Jaejoong’s head. Thoughts of him in someone else’s arms brought pain to Jaejoong. The spiteful words and cold shoulder from Yunho was torture for him. As the van speeded its way to the studio, Jaejoong broke down and was almost screaming in the van, hoping that those screams could take away the psychological pain.
“Quick! Take him to K Hospital now!” instructed Changmin. K Hospital was where Dr Choi worked and sent him a text message requesting his assistance.
Changmin: Si Won, Changmin here. Please get ready at the emergency entrance with the necessary people to treat Jaejoong-hyung. He’s wailing and screaming for no reason. I suspect its psychological pressure.
Si Won: I will prepare a room for him at the VIP floor with all the necessary arrangements but until you guys arrive, console him or something because the media shouldn’t know this.
“Jaejoong? Are you alright?” asked Yoochun and Junsu as Jaejoong continued to scream and wail.
Changmin soothingly reassured Jaejoong as he continued to scream and wail. Yunho was stunned and speechless. He never encountered Jaejoong in such condition before. Nonetheless, when the van arrived at the emergency entrance, Yunho carried Jaejoong to where Dr Choi was waiting with his staff. Jaejoong was quickly rushed into the emergency ward. Jaejoong screamed and wailed as he fought with the doctors. Dr Choi injected tranquilisers to calm Jaejoong down.
“Phew. One screaming patient down. More to come.” joked Dr Kimberly Ghattas, Dr Choi’s Lebanese colleague.
“Maybe we should get into a screaming session at the next doctor’s meeting. See who can shout louder than our patient here.” dryly suggested Dr Nadine Lopez, one of the exchange fellows at K Hospital. Together with Dr Ghattas and Dr Lopez, they would work together to treat Jaejoong in his current state.
While everyone waited, Junsu snapped at Yunho, accusing Yunho of being selfish, arrogant, insensitive and heartless. Yunho was angry at such accusations and they almost traded blows before Yoochun and Changmin intervened. The rest of the waiting period was tense.
Hours later...
“It seems to me that he has stress induced ulcer in his stomach, a possible lack of sleep had partially contributed to his current condition. I suspect that he may have more illnesses that’s waiting to appear.” suggested Dr Ghattas.
“I concur with Dr Ghattas’ opinion. And what about his psychological state, Dr Choi?” asked Dr Lopez.
“Since he’s resting now, give me some time to study his condition. One of his friends asked me to see him and now I’m seeing him here earlier than I thought. Meanwhile, let me confer with the rest of the group who’s waiting outside.”
“Hi, good evening to all of you. I’m Doctor Choi Si Won.” introduced Dr Choi with a wink aimed at Changmin. Changmin froze.
“Doc, how’s Jaejoong? Is he alright? Will he recover? How soon will he recover? What’s his condition? Why is he in such situation? Is he suffering from some serious illness? Had he lost blood?” asked Yunho in a stumbling manner. He spoke so fast and asked so many questions that no one knew what was Yunho asking other than to hear incoherent mumblings.
“You are?”
“Jung Yunho, the group’s leader.”
“For now, he’s resting but his condition is more of psychological than physical. He has stress induced ulcer, lack of sleep and from what my colleague said, there could be more illnesses we don’t know as of now.”
“What do you mean by that? You’re a doctor! How could you not know anything?!” boomed Yunho.
“Just to let you know Mr Jung, we need to do blood tests and possibly arrange for MRI to see if he’s suffering from anything else. Although in my opinion, he needs psychological treatment since he was crying and screaming ‘Why? Yunho Why? Why are you doing this to me?’ I suspect this has something to do with you, Mr Jung.
Together with my 2 other colleagues, Dr Ghattas and Dr Lopez, we’ll try to work things out. I need him to stay here for at least 2 weeks to ensure that his condition stabilizes physically and mentally.”
“Hyung, there could be some truth with what he said. Why don’t the rest of you go back to the apartment while I talk to Dr Choi for a while?” suggested Changmin.
A sour faced Yunho left with with Yoochun and Junsu without saying a single word. Lee Sung Min, the group’s manager, came rushing in as the trio left. Uncle Lee, as the group called him, heard of Jaejoong’s break down from Junsu and rushed to the hospital once his meetings were over. Junsu explained what happened and Uncle Lee sighed heavily. He sighed like a father burdened by his child’s pain.
=========================
Author's Note: Sorry for the delay dah-links! *flutters eyes*
The reason that I didn't update yesterday is because I went for my hospital appointment and had to deal with some personal matters. By the time I got back, I'm too tired to even care.
But I also want to admit that I have problems putting my ideas and thoughts into words for this stories. Since I won't be able to update on a frequent basis from next week onwards, please bear with me since I can't bring my laptop into an army camp.