Dec 02, 2008 21:40
I wonder what's there to feel motivated at this point of time? Something's really missing in me right now and I'm still trying to figure out what is it. Its already been months and I don't know what is it.
Jealousy. Its an entirely new word for me. I don't know what is jealousy, how to get jealous and what on earth is jealousy? Even if I feel jealous with someone over something, its not as bad as what many would think. In fact, its almost non-existent.
Because I was at home yesterday, I had time to watch a bit of Korean drama serial on KBS World channel with my mum. One of the actors really looked familiar to me and as I scrolled down reading you-know-who's (Samantha: Voldermort!) blog and looking at the pictures when I stopped at one of the entries. I SMSed Samantha and expressed my opinion on the lookalike but there was one question that left me stumped right now, unlike the night before.
Unfortunately, I can't really express my thoughts which left me thinking still. Because I'm still exploring my answers and thoughts. Maybe I'm better off going for Thursday's medical appointment, which is slightly more than a day's away.