when it rains, it poors.

[faceripper]

i have good friends. they made my day yesterday, which was my 24th birthday. but i still can't help but feel down right now. i am old. i am having a hard time keeping a positive outlook right now. i got dumped 5 days before my birthday. i am broke and so is my car still. it is freezing in my bedroom. i really don't like my job anymore, at all. ever since my parents sold the house, i have felt really disconnected from my family. i don't know if it is jsut me or what, but i don't feel like i fit in to my family anymore. i don't have "home" anymore.

but the one positive thing is that all this is helping me to grow my "beard of mourning". so hopefully in a week or two my beard will be amazing. "operation:unattractive" is in full force.

i need jesus.

-nate