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Mar 02, 2005 11:08

I must say that this time in my life has to be the hardest. I am forced to decide the path that I am going to follow for the rest of my life. That is alot of stress....and i dont know what to do. 2-3 years ago i could tell you what I wanted with my life, where I was giong to go and what I was going to do. Now I dont have a clue. Well ok i have a little clue but i feel like it changes everyday. I fear that I'm losing sight of what God wants in my life and it's hard to refocuse. I just wish that i didn't have to make these decisions but someone could just stick me into the program that I was meant to be in and tell me to stay put. haha. that would be just wonderful. although life isn't like that.
I have to be the absolutely most impatient person ever. I want to knwo everything and i want to know it now. This is probably a major reason on why I feel so flustered. Do i stay in the program that i already got accepted to? Or do i jump head first into another program which sounds like something i would want to do but will lead me in a whole nother direction that i'm not sure of?
Laura I'm in the exact same position as you and after talking with you on the phone last night i have been puzzling my whole future...on what God woud lhave for me...and the most stressful part is that i have an interview on the phone with tyndale to decide my future plans in like a couple of moments. how nerve racking. So i have to ask questions about both programs that i wish i had researched to a greater extent before applying. I think that my brain is just jumping from one direction to another and I dont know what to do. But i shall get off the internet casue it's only driving me more insane.
Love you all who listened to me ramble on about my stressed out self.
haha
i'm out
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