this blows
im sitting at school doing nothing. My speech teacher always lets us out at like 10, so i have nothing to do until 1. i am bored out of my mind, the internet is not entertaining, i have no homework that needs to be done, and there is no one worth talking to. maybe i can come up with a topic to do my speech on. ummm, informative speech, yea... no. i did my photoshop homework in 10 minutes, i wish it would have taken like an hour. i want to talk to Jessica about some stuff, but she isnt online, hell she might not even be up yet. i think i might make a zine. i mean on days like today it would be amazing to put one together. what should it be about, probably my favorite topic, boys, and how crazy they are. maybe once its done i will scan it and put it up on this, even though im pretty sure no one reads it. maybe ill tell more people about it, but then i would have to post more, or at least stuff worth reading. maybe i will write a zine on people and how they are crazy, not just guys. girls are pretty crazy also. like these girls right now are bitching about stupid shit. only an hour to go. So Max and I have been talking about marriage a lot lately. i think its because Valentines day is coming up, i hope. i love the boy to death and would marry him, im just to young right now, if for some reason he did purpose to me it would have to be like a 5 year long engagment. i guess i like knowing i dont really have to worry about finding love, one less stress. and if he thinks im moving to Missouri he is wrong, i hate that damn state. im miserable when im down there. i think i could convince him to move to Chicago. he likes it here, and it hopefully will be easy. so its funny to watch the groups of people come and go. they are basically all the same. stupid, annoying girls who talk about pointless shit, or gay guys who well talk about pointless shit. i wish there were some cute straight boys in this school, but there arent. i just want something to look at while i have to waste my life away in this damn place. i get guys who are girlier then i am, its disgusting. but yea im going to go read fmylife.com haha.