Lovers forever?
Hey, did I ever mention that I was in a commercial last summer? I don't think I did. But I was. Actually, technically it was a public service announcement but whatever same dif. Anyhoodle. My point is that I found a copy of it online which amused the shit out of me because LOL THAT'S ME ON TV. If you care, I'm in Commercial #2, which is the one at the bottom. I come in at the end for like a split second. I'm the girl in the whiteish dress and white belt and black boots.
Want to hear something sad? My first impulse upon seeing it was WOW I LOOK SO THIN ON-CAMERA LOL! I know, I know. Shoot me now.
I feel like I wasted my spring break. Somehow I always feel that I've been wasting my time, it's stupid. And I know why this past month has felt so fucked. My hormones are all out of whack, I've been eating badly, I missed my monthly appointment with my guru, and combined with the stress of the end of the quarter sneaking up on me things just started to suck. And the sucking ate up the majority of my break and it was lame and to top it off I somehow developed the zit from HELL. Today felt better, mainly because I met with the guru last night and sorted some shit out, but it's just so hard to get started on things. I have multiple projects I should and want to work on, and I should be utilizing this vacation time to nurture myself and dye my hair and hey, maybe even work out a little? But instead I got trapped by my couch and spent more time feeling guilty about not accomplishing things than doing anything else. Not a healthy pattern to perpetuate, Ariel, tsk tsk.
But I've decided tomorrow is going to be good. I'm meeting andrgynous_mind and I will finish memorizing my lines and life is going to STOP sucking goddammit.
And I've just remembered. First reason why life is stopping to suck? I finally discovered "My Humps" by the Black Eyed Peas, and also the Alanis Morrissette cover. God, what a horrible song. And yet? I LOVE IT. SO VERY MUCH. And I also love that I'm about a year behind the times ahahaha go me.
Want to hear something sad? My first impulse upon seeing it was WOW I LOOK SO THIN ON-CAMERA LOL! I know, I know. Shoot me now.
I feel like I wasted my spring break. Somehow I always feel that I've been wasting my time, it's stupid. And I know why this past month has felt so fucked. My hormones are all out of whack, I've been eating badly, I missed my monthly appointment with my guru, and combined with the stress of the end of the quarter sneaking up on me things just started to suck. And the sucking ate up the majority of my break and it was lame and to top it off I somehow developed the zit from HELL. Today felt better, mainly because I met with the guru last night and sorted some shit out, but it's just so hard to get started on things. I have multiple projects I should and want to work on, and I should be utilizing this vacation time to nurture myself and dye my hair and hey, maybe even work out a little? But instead I got trapped by my couch and spent more time feeling guilty about not accomplishing things than doing anything else. Not a healthy pattern to perpetuate, Ariel, tsk tsk.
But I've decided tomorrow is going to be good. I'm meeting andrgynous_mind and I will finish memorizing my lines and life is going to STOP sucking goddammit.
And I've just remembered. First reason why life is stopping to suck? I finally discovered "My Humps" by the Black Eyed Peas, and also the Alanis Morrissette cover. God, what a horrible song. And yet? I LOVE IT. SO VERY MUCH. And I also love that I'm about a year behind the times ahahaha go me.