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Dec 28, 2008 16:00

Now I will tell you what I've done for you. Fifty thousand tears I've cried. Screaming, deceiving, and bleeding for you. And you still won't hear me. Don't want your hand this time, I'll save myself. Maybe I'll wake up for once. Not tormented... Daily defeated by you, just when I thought I'd reached the bottom.

I'm dying again...

I'm going under. Drowning in you. I'm falling forever. I've got to break through. I'm going under.

Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies, so I don't know what's real and what's not. Always confusing the thoughts in my head, so I can't trust myself anymore.

I'm dying again.

So go on and scream,
Scream at me!
I'm so far away.
I won't be broken again,
I've got to breathe,
I can't keep going under...

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I sat at a round table in the middle of the dim bar, stared up at her with bated breath. She desecrated a beautiful blue electric Ibanez with a pink Hello Kitty strap. Fiddled with the microphone. The music started and it broke my heart. Time's supposed to heal, why did it leave me behind in a sea of pain that suffocates? I never want to go back there again.
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