My Say

Dec 03, 2008 09:47

I really, really need to find a room to move into. If I'm giving my father $500 a month, I might as well use that for accomodation. I don't even know if I'll ever get all the money I'm giving him back anyway.

I am tired, so tired of living my life around what other people think is right. I'm exhausted of being told that my dreams are unrealistic and childish, that my talents are stupid. I'm weary of being put down, made into everyone's punching bag day after horrible day. I've never had the balls to stand up for myself. I allow people to put me down time and again and just sit there and take it.

I'm tired of making decisions based on what other people will feel about them. I just want to be me without feeling guilty about being me, withought feeling stupid about the things that I like or don't like. I just want to be free for once.
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