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This week has been a long one...
I post here mainly when I don't feel I have anyone to talk to; in all honesty I feel alone right now.
My father went to the hospital during the week. School isn't going so well, the play is disappointing. One of my greatest friends absolutely loathes me for something I never did, and I'm not sure my attempts at explaining myself will get through.
I cried at school when I found out, partially because I couldn't believe it. Maybe some of it was being stared at like a damned criminal by another friend; though I'm not sure I didn't deserve her anger. (I do deserve her trust.)
Partially, also, because I think if something else happens I'll just shoot myself. What direction is there left to turn?
I post here mainly when I don't feel I have anyone to talk to; in all honesty I feel alone right now.
My father went to the hospital during the week. School isn't going so well, the play is disappointing. One of my greatest friends absolutely loathes me for something I never did, and I'm not sure my attempts at explaining myself will get through.
I cried at school when I found out, partially because I couldn't believe it. Maybe some of it was being stared at like a damned criminal by another friend; though I'm not sure I didn't deserve her anger. (I do deserve her trust.)
Partially, also, because I think if something else happens I'll just shoot myself. What direction is there left to turn?