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[faceless_somber]

i want to have a best friend again. god i miss having friends that accually care, i meen the only 2 friends i know that are there for me are Mia and Natalie

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[bigestflirt]

hmm you deleted my comment. i didnt think it was bad?

[faceless_somber]

me huh? what comment?? i didnt delete anything

[bigestflirt]

ohh.. oay well its gone lol

[faceless_somber]

what did it say?

[bigestflirt]

it said like your lucky to have them becuase i dont have anyone.. and me and mia were best friends since 6th grade but then she starting becoming closer with you guys.. and now i miss her like crazy :/ and yee i donno. jsut that your lucky to know you at lkeast have TWO people.. when i feel like i have NOONE.
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[all_senses_fail]

we say we miss eachother yet we do nothing about it.

[bigestflirt]

becuase ive tried to get togehter with you and it never works.. so i stopped. your always too busy for me. i ahte it. you used to always be too bust for everyone EXCEPT me. i guess thats selfish but what can i say.. i want you all to my self. but im not getting any of you.

[all_senses_fail]

you give up too easy.

[bigestflirt]

i was tired of being hurt. is that so wrong? im sick pof crying all the time.

[bigestflirt]

nott to mentions why should it always be me having to make the effort... you never did. you never ask to do anything together.. why sho9uld i if you dont make me kinda think you dont want to.

[all_senses_fail]

i had other stuff going on. i mean i am not going to ask you to do something if i know i cant that doesnt make any since.

[bigestflirt]

okay well i dont know. but i dont think you understand how much you hurt me sometimes,. the only time youve asked me to do something is that one time to the mvoies and i couldnt becuase it was my birthday. and it made me really sad not doing anything with you on my birthday.. becuase i know ive alwasy at least TRIED to do stuff for yours. or the other time i asked you to do something you wer like not this weekend but the next weekend so i ended up assing you again and you said tyou couldnt becuase you were busy with them. so i dont see how i give up to easy.

[all_senses_fail]

i dont get how i hurt you? you shouldnt be too dissappointed about your birthday. you got to hang out with your boyfriend. i wouldnt want to ruin any of your "trey time" even though you know he drove our entire friendship into the ground by asking you out in the first place. shit happens and im sick of being upset about it to. just accept it and when you and trey are done being obsessed with eachothera nd when youa ctually have amoment to yourself when youre not on the phone with him THEN give me a call.

[bigestflirt]

umm ye okay im not the one who let him ruin our friendship and i dont understand why you did.. or do. you know it is possible to hang out with more then one person. and damn i care about you jsut as much as him. what ever obviously you dont give a shit that you hurt me becuase you never do anything about it. so i mean what the fuck do you want me to do.. break up with him.. since that seems liek the onli thing that would make you happy. geez i cant always please everyone else. its like im not alouid to ever make my self happy.. becuasr theres always SOMETHING wrong with me.

[all_senses_fail]

you know i just liek wrote this huge thing and i deleted it cause its basically no use. commenting back and forth isnt going to do us any good so if your not busy over the break id be happy to do something with you. just gimme a call..

[bigestflirt]

okay then... umm why dont we do something for new yrs. becuase im gunna be in ny from 23rd till 29th