Oct 06, 2008 20:35
Alot has happened to me this summer and last couple months. Lots of changes have taken place and my eyes have been opened. I'm not writing this for people to read, but I'm also writing it for people to reflect and maybe even take something from it.I look back on the times on all the fun times I have had and realize, how much I cherish them, miss them, and need them again. I've had time to realize the importance of my family, girlfriend and friends play in my life. I yearn for the opportunity to be a kid again, to not have the responsibilities of the real world, and just to relax kick back and enjoy life. But yet at the same time I want the responsibilities to take control of my life, and send it in the direction I want. I would like to strive to be the best that I can, knowing that the decisions I make now affect me for the rest of my life including my relationships I have now. As many of you know I have been looking for apartments up at university park for fall 09. The one thing that has me torn between going up and staying home is love. I have made up my mind and I am going. If we were meant to be love will keep us together.
I have a amazing gf and I hope she understands I am going to peruse my dreams and if we try had and believe we can make it, we will make it. I have enjoyed our friendship for some years now actually many years now and I would like to ensure that we remain great friends not just now but when we grow up and continue on our journeys of life. We have had countless hours of great stories, and countless hours of laughter, and the companionship of each other. I would not know what to do without yous. So for that I thanks you.