same as my myspace blog, once again.
Well this is probably going to read like broken glass to the eyes, didnt get a lot of sleep last night.
Or the night before that actually, due to crying baby + party at the same time. The baby in the flat above my room and the party, seemingly everywhere around my room. And i wasn't even invited, the cheek!
So moved some stuff to my Gran's, will have to get back out to move more stuff soon. Not bad staying at my Gran's place, she is my Gran, so its nice, however I can't rest easy because somewhere in the back of my mind is the constant knawing of the squirrel of reality, reminding me that I've got to do lots and lots of boring crap. Like get a new GOD DAMNED flat.
I really hate real life, it's something I hold very dear to me, that this; all around me, is not actually happening, because if it is, then the vast majority of everything, is well, a bit shit really isn't it?
I bought the new 'lies to tell little kids book'; a metaphor for my life!
Yeah I'm so-so, the last few months have been full of upheaval, drama and change. Not been that amazingly fond of things until very recently where things have been getting very, very nice at times ; ) for which I am very thankful.
So, still need a new place, head is sometimes totally empty, sometimes a massive flood of everything at once and sometimes it's just right.
Saw 3 - friday!!!!!!!!
Now I gotta get back on the trail...
It's been 35 minutes, I hate internet cafes.