Apr 13, 2006 13:42
So I didn't get in until 6 in the morning today. I was hanging out with at Buck's house with Frech, Buck, and Austin. Haha. Me and French walked the railroad tracks behind the house, and then we jumped a few fences. Then our flashlight died, and we had to find our way back in the dark. By the time we got back, everyone was gone, and the house was locked up. It was a lot of fun.
So now my throat is kinda sore, which means I had to cancel my time in the studio today. It works out, because Jeremy had somethign come up and was going to have to postpone anyway. I'm loving being in the studio, and getting so much of this CD finished up. I'm ready to have it released, and see what actually happens with this thing and where this music career will take me.
I'm still hating this rollercoaster. I'm staying busy, but I'm not trying to fool myself or anyone else. I'm trying to take it head on, so when this is all done, it won't phase me in the least. I'd give anything to lose what I'm feeling right now. Well, every day things get a little easier. I just wish it wasn't such a slow process. I'll beat it. I know I can. Thanks to the people that care about me who have been there for me so far.