Another Day
Ok For starters the Time is all screwed up on this.....Its 11:44pm......Today I got to sleep in a bit longer then I usually do. I Sat around for a while and then cleaned out the kitchen cabinets. Separating Tim's stuff and mine. It was depressing to do that. I had to goto work today after having 4 days off. And it was not fun, the only thing that kept me going was to be able to come home and play with my two dogs (Charlie-Pug) (Bailey-Yorkie/Bichon...So after work I had to stop by my friend Jon's to pick something up. We had dinner and watched tv for awhile. I came home and played with the kids (dogs) and then Got this box down in my closet. The box is filled with pictures and other random things I decided to hold on to. I came across this one picture though, This one picture that use to mean everything to me. As I stared at it, i realized......I still feel the same way about the picture as I always have. So how come it is in this box in my closet and not in a frame? I wish I could get back in the spirit of taking pictures again, I have no recent pictures of family or friends. I think I might make that a project for me to do...I have a question for everyone out there. What is the point of loving someone? Why should someone open their heart and soul for another person when all that happens is hurt. And don't tell me I am being dramatic, In relationships when you meet the person and for the first couple months its like nothing you have ever had before. After awhile the holding, hugging, kissing slows down. Till one day you wake up and realzie that the relationship you are in is with a stranger. You feel disconnected from the person. I don't know, maybe its just me. DO you ever wish you could just rewind you life and do things different? If you made that first step or one phone call things would be different? I know they say everything is suppose to happen for a reason, But sometimes things get in the way and you have no choice but to except that. I guess I am done running my mouth for the night.