A Billion Stars In The Sky
Tonight I made a wish on a star in the sky. It wasn't just any Star. It was the brightest star in the entire sky. I normally try not to do things like that...I just felt that inner child in me coming out...The rest of my day was fun. I got to spend some time with Amy the past 2 days. Its nice when she comes here. I get to relax and I don't have to put on a show or pretend. I feel like I have to do that with so many other people. I can be myself around her. I wish I could still be close with some of my older friends who I have lost touch with. Its hard for me to accept the fact that they have all moved on when I am still stuck in the past. And If any of you happen to read this and say I am being dumb or need to grow up....Then you can kiss my ass. You are the ones who are being childish and need to get a reality check. Take some responsibility and make some time for old friends. Because what you will realize 5 years from now....Is that you wish you would have held on to some of the old friends because the newer ones bailed. Just wait and see. And what I don't understand....Everyone just lets the years slip away...And I can honestly say not to many of my friends or even older friends know me. And that is just plain sick. I would rather have a few friends who know me, rather than a group who only knows the things i want them to know.