Sorry about that
Damnit I am starting to hate writing in this thing. Sorry it took so long to write in here. I just get sick of it. Well I guess since I have not wrote since December 23rd I have alot to catch up on.
Ok Christmas was shitty. I was in bed all day with the flu. You know, The usuall....Puke,D, Sore body. My mom and sister were sick too. My sister (bitch) gave it to us. I started feeling better a few days after Christmas....Just in time for Amy to get back from Phil's family. We hung out and Played game cube. It was really nice. She is the only one I still have fun with when playing those games. We talked alot and I even got her to help me clean a bit at the office. The following day Amy,Fred and I went to dinner and then came back to my house and farted around for awhile. We went to Freds for a bit so amy could see his place. The following day I had work (Boo) I am sick of working at the burton store. I have been arguing through Randy about the older lady (Carol). She bitches about me all the time to customers. I hope she quits or gets fired.
New years was a blur..You want to know what happend just ask me. :)
Finally things started getting back to normal. I was back to work and the shitty holiday stress was over with. My parents were in PA and I had the house to myself. My mom decited she was going to stay a few more days so my dad came home. Late one night my uncle called saying he had to take my mom to the hospital because she couldnt breathe. She was in ICU for 4 days. It sucked. I couldnt call her to see how she was doing. My dad had to go back to PA to be with her. Which means I was here all by myself again. I took monday and tuesday off work cause all I could think was how I couldnt even be there with her. Im just tired of feeling so helpless all the time when it comes to my mom. Its over a week since she went into the hospital and she is still there. My dad is still there and I am still here. SItting in my room bored, and thinking the worst about everything. Fred came over last night and it was actually nice....He helped me clean so I wouldnt have to do it today...We went to Kroger and got some food. THen went and got dinner and came back here and watched Roseanne. I think it was around 11:30 when we went to bed. We were both tired as all hell and couldnt stay up anymore.
I woke up this morning and felt so tired. Now that I have been up awhile I feel ok I guess. Well Im going to go call my mom and she how she is doing today. I hope its better than yesterday.
Ok Christmas was shitty. I was in bed all day with the flu. You know, The usuall....Puke,D, Sore body. My mom and sister were sick too. My sister (bitch) gave it to us. I started feeling better a few days after Christmas....Just in time for Amy to get back from Phil's family. We hung out and Played game cube. It was really nice. She is the only one I still have fun with when playing those games. We talked alot and I even got her to help me clean a bit at the office. The following day Amy,Fred and I went to dinner and then came back to my house and farted around for awhile. We went to Freds for a bit so amy could see his place. The following day I had work (Boo) I am sick of working at the burton store. I have been arguing through Randy about the older lady (Carol). She bitches about me all the time to customers. I hope she quits or gets fired.
New years was a blur..You want to know what happend just ask me. :)
Finally things started getting back to normal. I was back to work and the shitty holiday stress was over with. My parents were in PA and I had the house to myself. My mom decited she was going to stay a few more days so my dad came home. Late one night my uncle called saying he had to take my mom to the hospital because she couldnt breathe. She was in ICU for 4 days. It sucked. I couldnt call her to see how she was doing. My dad had to go back to PA to be with her. Which means I was here all by myself again. I took monday and tuesday off work cause all I could think was how I couldnt even be there with her. Im just tired of feeling so helpless all the time when it comes to my mom. Its over a week since she went into the hospital and she is still there. My dad is still there and I am still here. SItting in my room bored, and thinking the worst about everything. Fred came over last night and it was actually nice....He helped me clean so I wouldnt have to do it today...We went to Kroger and got some food. THen went and got dinner and came back here and watched Roseanne. I think it was around 11:30 when we went to bed. We were both tired as all hell and couldnt stay up anymore.
I woke up this morning and felt so tired. Now that I have been up awhile I feel ok I guess. Well Im going to go call my mom and she how she is doing today. I hope its better than yesterday.