"It seems so far away..."

[facebookwhore]

It is amazing to see the evolutions that a relationship can go. You can go from hanging out all the time, telling each other intimate things, wanting to be together, and helping each other through the bad times. But what happens when it all disappears? Why does it happen? I really have no answer for it, but it still can amaze me. It obviously makes you stop and ask yourself why. Sometimes you have an answer. Sometimes you don't. In the end you'll probably always care for that person, but you may never know why anything went wrong. But you can't force the truth or beat it out of anyone, so you live with it, even if it does really hurt.

I know, I'm talking in circles, but all this stuff is swirling in my head. It is so painful when you care for someone and it just isn't working. I guess this song just kind of says what it is I'm feeling.

"Breaking My Heart Again"
By Aqualung

Need to know
I don't wanna know
Already know
I've seen the signs
I watch you as you pull yourself away from me

Can't believe
I wanna believe
How can i believe
You're making me doubt
I thought i knew you
I don't even know myself

I'm losing faith
I'm losing all faith

You're breaking my heart
Breaking my heart
You're breaking my heart again
Don't ask me to start
Ask me start
Don't ask me to start again
Start again

I wanna fight
Afraid to fight
Why don't i fight
And make you see
I hold my breath
And disappear inside myself

I'm losing strength, i'm losing all strength

You're breaking my heart
Breaking my heart
You're breaking my heart again
Don't ask me to start
Ask me to start
Just don't ask me to start again
Start again

Oh you're breaking my heart again

Don't ask me to start
Ask me to start
Just don't ask me to start again
Start again

No

Oh no no

I'm losing you
I'm losing, oh, you