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Okay here is alittle update on myself haha
The three main things in my life, my friends, my family, and myself.
My friends are everything to me, and I have no idea what I would do without them,It scares me to think about it. I can read these people better than I can read myself. hah. I got the muffin giver, dank ass muffin maker, the toenad queen, and my banana. ANNNND everyone else. I would do anything for them.
My family is not what it could be/used to be. My brother I feel like I hate. And everyone says shut up mim you love your brother. Well ya know what guys, I really don't know if I can right now.I wish we could just go back to the way it used to when me and willie were like best friends, and when he was nice. Now All I see is so much hate, and anger in him. He's like this person that follows you around, and just reminds you of all your mistakes and your insecurities. And he will never stop following me. It's like a package deal, you want me you get him too. I'd say about half of my thinking involves my future, and having him in it for the rest of my life. that scares me. He embarasses me, and at the same time, I know he can't help it. Putting myself in his shoes, I don't know how he deals wiht life each day. I'll tellya if it wasn't for my charlie and my angels this week, I would have rot in my house. hah. Really they are the biggest impact on my mood. I'm sorry You guys if i've been bitchy this week.
It's not me.
The three main things in my life, my friends, my family, and myself.
My friends are everything to me, and I have no idea what I would do without them,It scares me to think about it. I can read these people better than I can read myself. hah. I got the muffin giver, dank ass muffin maker, the toenad queen, and my banana. ANNNND everyone else. I would do anything for them.
My family is not what it could be/used to be. My brother I feel like I hate. And everyone says shut up mim you love your brother. Well ya know what guys, I really don't know if I can right now.I wish we could just go back to the way it used to when me and willie were like best friends, and when he was nice. Now All I see is so much hate, and anger in him. He's like this person that follows you around, and just reminds you of all your mistakes and your insecurities. And he will never stop following me. It's like a package deal, you want me you get him too. I'd say about half of my thinking involves my future, and having him in it for the rest of my life. that scares me. He embarasses me, and at the same time, I know he can't help it. Putting myself in his shoes, I don't know how he deals wiht life each day. I'll tellya if it wasn't for my charlie and my angels this week, I would have rot in my house. hah. Really they are the biggest impact on my mood. I'm sorry You guys if i've been bitchy this week.
It's not me.