Hmm...
Honestly, this is the only Beatles cover I like. I think Rufus Wainwright does it so much justice. I'm sick of everything. Ugh, don't know what I want in life. I just realized it too. Sat in bed this morning, thinking about what I'm going to go to college for, and it hit me: I don't know what I want to be. I thought writing, and then realized, I can never ever see myself writing, at least not for a living. If that were the case, I'd probably be living on the streets! Then I thought, teaching. I enjoy English a lot, and I could definitely teach it. Then I thought...I want to live in the City. There's no way I'm teaching there, because I kind of want to live... The only thing I actually WANT to do with a PASSION is...theatre. Oh my God, that's the ONLY thing I want!! I can so see myself there, pretending to be someone else. Wearing the gorgeous costumes. Singing. Etc. Haha, it's kinda a kick in the ass, because ya know why? I can't sing. Lmao. Jessica will probably do it though, and make the whole goddamned family proud while Brianna's doing nothing because she has no clue what to do. I'm sick of it all. People, family, everything. I love how I got in trouble at my Grandma's today for texting, when last Saturday, at Phantom, that's ALL my cousin was doing, and she wasn't yelled at ONCE. I texted twice that whole time. I'm sick of everyone. Ya know, people are just so fucking annoying. I can't stand my family picking on me all the time, I can't stand people complaining about everything (which is kinda hypocritical because that's what I'm doing right now)-just get the fuck over it. I just can't stand it all. I just want to be me. I want to go see shows, I want to read, I want to write, I want to especially listen to music, I want to live in the City, I want to be ME!! I want everyone to realize that. I'm not anybody but me. If they're not happy with that, well then that's not my fault. Get used to it. To top it all off, I've got a splitting headache. Ugh.