Dec 30, 2005 04:22
So this is what it feels like to be ripped limb from limb?
To be eaten alive?
To be sold over and over and over again, just to be placed back upon a shelf until someone else wants a stab at you?
Is this what it feels like to lose your breath?
Has it finally snapped?
The cord that holds together my insides, the wheel that makes my blood churn, the peices that scatter around my puzzled mind, they have all been trashed.
I was trapped.
I was lost.
I was weak.
I was murdered mentally.
Have i died like a golden pheonix, only to be re-birthed from a smoldering pile of bloody ashes?
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