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Fuck life. Its hardly worth it anymore. I think I just stick around for the people who'd be hurt if I wasn't here. This is probably the lack of sleep talking, coupled with the fact that I just finished having a conversation that made me feel like a worthless, self-centered sack of shit.. Oh well.. Starting Thursday I'll be gone for about a week, being forced to go on a road trip to Nebraska, and see a couple of relatives I barely even know. And since its important to my dad, the fact that I'm not happy about going means my mother has free reign to make me feel like I'm lower than pond scum. Anyone else see the problem here..? Well, if anyone wants to go with me, speak up quick, I'd love the company...