strange
Today was an utter disaster, which at the end of all of its dismay, claimed and masked itself into being the very day that brought me back down to the sanity and clarity I had been lacking for some time.
It started of with the awful neighbor who decided to yell that he hated my alarm--so do I!
Ran late for school, but managed to have time to buy gum before class.
Did not rank top place in the live hit derby, although i got 4 out of 5, the winners got 4.5, i hate marks.
Got in an argument with Dr.Petty--yes Red River College has a doctor working there, beyond me why he would want to fill his days teaching non-academics un-interested in reading comp. We fought about NASA and its place in the world today. I myself think space exploration is a lofty expense that has not brought us anything but bills and lies. (Russia definitely made it there first)
I then RAN to the bank to cash a check, ughh, hate finances.
Sent out a hasty email with a condescending reply, rescheduled my shoot because I am going insane with the amount of things I have to deal with just to stay on top.
After rescheduling, my contact in the community called and offered to the fund the project, ya great. I've decided to move ahead and do it next spring and winter so i have time to prepare, both financially and mentally.
Got a call a message from Toronto, an old flame, wants to come to Winnipeg for a week and stay with me, ughh weird.
Whatever today is absurd and creepy, I'm stuck at a crossroad.
I am not going to say I want things to be normal, because I thrive on the opportunity to have an excellent story.
I have to look back as to why I am in this program and what it means to me, and move forward accordingly, not rely on anyone but myself to accomplish my goals i seek to accomplish, but rather my honesty towards them and know in my heart they can, and will be achieved. Opportunities come in forms we do not recognize, open YOUR EYES.
It started of with the awful neighbor who decided to yell that he hated my alarm--so do I!
Ran late for school, but managed to have time to buy gum before class.
Did not rank top place in the live hit derby, although i got 4 out of 5, the winners got 4.5, i hate marks.
Got in an argument with Dr.Petty--yes Red River College has a doctor working there, beyond me why he would want to fill his days teaching non-academics un-interested in reading comp. We fought about NASA and its place in the world today. I myself think space exploration is a lofty expense that has not brought us anything but bills and lies. (Russia definitely made it there first)
I then RAN to the bank to cash a check, ughh, hate finances.
Sent out a hasty email with a condescending reply, rescheduled my shoot because I am going insane with the amount of things I have to deal with just to stay on top.
After rescheduling, my contact in the community called and offered to the fund the project, ya great. I've decided to move ahead and do it next spring and winter so i have time to prepare, both financially and mentally.
Got a call a message from Toronto, an old flame, wants to come to Winnipeg for a week and stay with me, ughh weird.
Whatever today is absurd and creepy, I'm stuck at a crossroad.
I am not going to say I want things to be normal, because I thrive on the opportunity to have an excellent story.
I have to look back as to why I am in this program and what it means to me, and move forward accordingly, not rely on anyone but myself to accomplish my goals i seek to accomplish, but rather my honesty towards them and know in my heart they can, and will be achieved. Opportunities come in forms we do not recognize, open YOUR EYES.