Top of the World
(A story that starts with Initiative, then slowly turns into Persistence, which, after all efforts, runs down into Despair and ends with Disappointment, though it all started with disappointment too)
How do I feel now? What do you think?
I have understand now, the world ain't no pink
Though sometimes it seems like I knew it all along
But I still believed, I've been naïve for too long
With fallacy sweet but this time I can see it
My mind now has cleared
I'm free and I'm coming
To blissful and stunning
Top of the world
The road gets harder, I climb to the top
I've lost all belief then I've lost all my hope
Though it seems like I had to see sunshine arising
I perceive only darkness and the storm on horizon
The snow's falling harder, this time I was cold
Heart's covered with mold
I am not so surprised
It was my enterprise
A top of the world
All I did now was in vain
It's stamp and it's indelible stain
I chose this path, it's name is simple
'All or nothing', like ear tinkling,
I hear it every time I lose
But there's no other path to choose
I look'd for my fortune, I look'd for my peace
I've changed a lot 'till my ego decease
I stand on my top now but what did I reach'd?
There's chance to be famous, there's chance to be rich
But neither I chased at my lone starless nights
There's even no light
To show me the way
Straight down away
A top of the world