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[face_it_alone]

I am the one who's lonely,
I am the one who cries,
I am the one who's drowning
In solitude and lies.

I am the one who's begging,
I am the one in pain,
I am the one who's trying
But everything's in vain.

In shame and self-compulsion
You set me on repeat.
Without rhyme and reason
I still hear my heart's beat.

Was all this disillusion
Intended as my share?
In place where hopes are burning
This all I cannot bear

But dreams with blinding shroud
Would give me back my sun.
With closed forever eyes I
Will take away my fun.

No-one will to remember
Who's left behind and lorn,
Just beautiful illusions,
Embellishment of mourn

This hour I fall to abyss,
Deliverance will come,
And you will see me smiling
When it's time to be gone.

I'll find incessant rest here
When my heart beats no more.
With lifeblood shedding out
Will be frank the forlorn.