May 30, 2006 12:00
ok so im not exactly single anymore. we are trying and working things out. im really really happy that he is always here for me no matter what crap i have put him through. and the comforting thing is...i know he will always be here for me. i know it wasnt my fault that another guy kissed me when i was unaware but it was my choice to go to that party and so therefore i do feel i am part to blame. he tells me everythings okay but the truth is im scared and i dont want to lose him. i feel very fortunate and blessed to have him by my side and im not messing up this time. i swear i wont. i know ive got to change my lifestyle and its already begun to change and it feels so good. this kid has my heart. no doubt <3
oh and tiffany turns 18 tomorrow. happy birthday boo. your growing up.