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What's it going to be this year?
Eh.. Julia, skating and work.
Julia and work.
Work.
That's about all the plans I have for the summer, money and sex. Everything I could possibly want, right?
This is so fucked up. What am I going to do? I feel like I have to take the job because that's the one thing mother used against me, that I couldn't handle going to work everyday, well .. I'm measuring up to her standards, I wonder if that makes her happy. That fucking cunt.
I miss Julia, I miss her. I'm going to consult with mother tonight about her visiting after she returns from Monaco for a few days, I pray for a positive answer. I suppose me finishing this year of school will be good for the outcome, but who knows what my mother will come up with.
The 21st is " Go Skate Day ", and I'm going to the Brooklyn Banks with like, 12 people. It'll be awesome, and will hopefully distract me from Julia's absence.
There's so much I have to say, but I can't think of the words.
I'll try again.
Eh.. Julia, skating and work.
Julia and work.
Work.
That's about all the plans I have for the summer, money and sex. Everything I could possibly want, right?
This is so fucked up. What am I going to do? I feel like I have to take the job because that's the one thing mother used against me, that I couldn't handle going to work everyday, well .. I'm measuring up to her standards, I wonder if that makes her happy. That fucking cunt.
I miss Julia, I miss her. I'm going to consult with mother tonight about her visiting after she returns from Monaco for a few days, I pray for a positive answer. I suppose me finishing this year of school will be good for the outcome, but who knows what my mother will come up with.
The 21st is " Go Skate Day ", and I'm going to the Brooklyn Banks with like, 12 people. It'll be awesome, and will hopefully distract me from Julia's absence.
There's so much I have to say, but I can't think of the words.
I'll try again.