oh life..
stress me out.
I really want things in my life to just fall into place. It seems like right now, it's like a montage in a movie. I'm standing still and everything around me is falling apart and spinning out of control and I can't stop it or deal with it.
the ex is flirting it up with everyone, and I have to stand there and watch. I hate it. It's rubbing in my face that he's over me and couldn't care less. It's not like he'd ever talk. But I know that I would take him back in a second, if he ever wanted too. which is BAD.
I guess I just want that kind of relationship. The guy that makes you smile because he's nice, and makes you laugh. Makes time for you. But isn't clingy. I'm not that high maintenance, I can make things work.
oh well. no point in getting my hopes up for something that will never happen.
I really want things in my life to just fall into place. It seems like right now, it's like a montage in a movie. I'm standing still and everything around me is falling apart and spinning out of control and I can't stop it or deal with it.
the ex is flirting it up with everyone, and I have to stand there and watch. I hate it. It's rubbing in my face that he's over me and couldn't care less. It's not like he'd ever talk. But I know that I would take him back in a second, if he ever wanted too. which is BAD.
I guess I just want that kind of relationship. The guy that makes you smile because he's nice, and makes you laugh. Makes time for you. But isn't clingy. I'm not that high maintenance, I can make things work.
oh well. no point in getting my hopes up for something that will never happen.