Inspired
I dont think i have anyone to go to warped tour with. Lol. Maybe i just wont go, there is so much unneccessary drama going on in the warped tour COMMUNITIES (how lame) that its probably reflecting how its going to be, with my luck.
We'll see.
Last night was a drama-tron. I feel bad. All the times ive seen Mike lately there have been issues so there hasnt really been a hang out with him. In short, everyone really does want everyones everything. And it sucks. But we all just adjust i guess.
We were watching the "Dirty Little Secret" video last night, and i think its a good idea. So here are some of my...secrets
See if you can guess who they are about. Or if you can find the ones about you.
+I want to leave for school to get away from drama
+I am afraid i wont live up to what im supposed to be, just like i didnt when i moved in here
+We have the mentality of best friends, however we havent been together in atleast a month. We have lost eachother.
+He has become ridiculously important in my life, filling a void ive had for sometime, and when i leave i fear ill be just a memory.
+Im jealous i dont stick out in peoples mind.
+I fear i do have an undiagnosed mental illness
+I never feel good enough
+when i feel ok about myself, i usually feel humiliated for feeling that way because there are so many things wrong with me
+I dont like change, i just accept it.
+I say i hate her, but in reality im jealous she has him, and i dont have him in my life at all.
+As much as i am over him, if he ever would to come back, i would be with him in a second.
+I miss the art of cutting
+I did horribly on my SATs
+I got into College for my personality, not for my achievements
+I am afraid that she is my replacement
+I fear ill never see you again.
+I have minimal confidence
+I like hanging out with them, because i feel i can help them get through things ive already been through. I want to be their friend and their mentor.
+My communication skills are being lazy lately and im scared.
+I miss her but i dont think im that important to her anyways
+I wish i could have been apart of her new life she found this summer.
+I think she is embarrassed to hang with me when her friends are around.
+I dont always want to be that funny girl.
+She has a better report with my cousin
+She has a new life, that involves me, but im afraid ill let her down.
+i dont think my new uncle really likes me
+I dont want to have sex with him
+I think ive found of different way of being "in love"
+Sometimes i wish i were her
+I want to be someones everything someday.
+I write about nothing, yet everything.
+I make fun of my heritage, when sometimes i think i should have more respect for it
+I dont think ill ever make a good mother
+I am afraid of pain
+When i sing in my car, i sometimes become the artist.
+I cant decide whether or not im content being my size or whether im not. Because most of the time i hate being this way, while dont mind being this way at the same time.
+I feel useless around people who are disabled.
+I am an attention whore when im sleeping.
+I need glasses to read and write but i dont have them
+I hand my heart away to easily.
+I lie when uncomfortable with new people
+I dont want him to go back to new york
+I want to be a real guitar player
+I brag to them about past experiences
+I want to wear a suit someday.
+I still dont know the extent of being bi.
+I kiss girls, but cant go down on them
+I feel my tattoo will never be good enough.
+I dont want to let you down.
+She need a lot of attention, that im not sure i can give.
+She drowns herself with words
♥
Theres more, those are just the ones i could think of right now.
I think im going to go play Pro-skater now.
Call me.
♥
"my insecurites could eat me alive"
_love to hate, hate to me_
We'll see.
Last night was a drama-tron. I feel bad. All the times ive seen Mike lately there have been issues so there hasnt really been a hang out with him. In short, everyone really does want everyones everything. And it sucks. But we all just adjust i guess.
We were watching the "Dirty Little Secret" video last night, and i think its a good idea. So here are some of my...secrets
See if you can guess who they are about. Or if you can find the ones about you.
+I want to leave for school to get away from drama
+I am afraid i wont live up to what im supposed to be, just like i didnt when i moved in here
+We have the mentality of best friends, however we havent been together in atleast a month. We have lost eachother.
+He has become ridiculously important in my life, filling a void ive had for sometime, and when i leave i fear ill be just a memory.
+Im jealous i dont stick out in peoples mind.
+I fear i do have an undiagnosed mental illness
+I never feel good enough
+when i feel ok about myself, i usually feel humiliated for feeling that way because there are so many things wrong with me
+I dont like change, i just accept it.
+I say i hate her, but in reality im jealous she has him, and i dont have him in my life at all.
+As much as i am over him, if he ever would to come back, i would be with him in a second.
+I miss the art of cutting
+I did horribly on my SATs
+I got into College for my personality, not for my achievements
+I am afraid that she is my replacement
+I fear ill never see you again.
+I have minimal confidence
+I like hanging out with them, because i feel i can help them get through things ive already been through. I want to be their friend and their mentor.
+My communication skills are being lazy lately and im scared.
+I miss her but i dont think im that important to her anyways
+I wish i could have been apart of her new life she found this summer.
+I think she is embarrassed to hang with me when her friends are around.
+I dont always want to be that funny girl.
+She has a better report with my cousin
+She has a new life, that involves me, but im afraid ill let her down.
+i dont think my new uncle really likes me
+I dont want to have sex with him
+I think ive found of different way of being "in love"
+Sometimes i wish i were her
+I want to be someones everything someday.
+I write about nothing, yet everything.
+I make fun of my heritage, when sometimes i think i should have more respect for it
+I dont think ill ever make a good mother
+I am afraid of pain
+When i sing in my car, i sometimes become the artist.
+I cant decide whether or not im content being my size or whether im not. Because most of the time i hate being this way, while dont mind being this way at the same time.
+I feel useless around people who are disabled.
+I am an attention whore when im sleeping.
+I need glasses to read and write but i dont have them
+I hand my heart away to easily.
+I lie when uncomfortable with new people
+I dont want him to go back to new york
+I want to be a real guitar player
+I brag to them about past experiences
+I want to wear a suit someday.
+I still dont know the extent of being bi.
+I kiss girls, but cant go down on them
+I feel my tattoo will never be good enough.
+I dont want to let you down.
+She need a lot of attention, that im not sure i can give.
+She drowns herself with words
♥
Theres more, those are just the ones i could think of right now.
I think im going to go play Pro-skater now.
Call me.
♥
"my insecurites could eat me alive"
_love to hate, hate to me_