Why analyze this, just breeze through...
"smell her hair. pick her up and pretend you're going to throw her in the pool.. she'll scream & fight you but secretly she'll love it. hold her hand while you talk. hold her hand while you drive. just hold her hand . tell her she looks pretty. look her in the eyes when you talk to her. protect her. tell her stupid jokes. tickle her, even if she says stop. slow dance with her. when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her. let her fall asleep in your arms. get her mad, then kiss her. tease her. let her tease you back. stay up with her when shes sick. kiss her forehead. let her wear your clothes. go slow. dont push anything. kiss her in the rain. and when you fall in love with her, tell her.<3"
i stole that from Katie's xanga cause its nice.
pete smelled my hair, cory pretended to toss me in the pool, pete elliott and cory have held my hand while talking, elliott and peach have told me i looked pretty, elliott mike, and will look me in the eyes, pete elliott. and will tell stupid jokes, cory. vaughn and elliott tickle, vaughn slow dances (or did onces), elliott tells me he loves me when im mad, elliott, pete, and mike have let me fall asleep in their arms, they all tease, pete has kissed my forehead, elliott lets me wear his clothes, yet... theyve never loved me back.
It was a cute revelation, really.
Hyannis Sound was amazon (amazing) for Hyannis Sound, but thats about it. I needed some katrina, amanda, elise, kandyce, and howe crew. I did get to see liz for like 2 secs. my mom ruined my evening of sleeping over lizs. its ok, she so quickly replaced me with nlips.oy
I am home, i didnt get to hang out with Jon, I miss DW. lol. I made that up for someone else. I know who and thats all that matters. I think i like secrets more now. I havent felt the need to tell anyone anything and i like it for now. I feel like i have created my own unit of special-ness. lol. thats not a word.
i feel like ive ruined someone. or myself, who remembers.
Im in the state of not caring.
And i love tearing myself apart most.
"i am the artist" she screams
floods of paint shed complexity
anger devouring life
love
friendship
"i scribbled out all my greatest works of art"
those times of pettiness
beauty
scarce and false
but she knows
"you are my biggest mistake"
she yells as she kicks the miror in with her boot
shatter the nothing within her.
she is nothing.
bleeding insecurities
Ive decided, that i think someone is calling my phone.
haha fuck that.
I think Shalese is asleep. Im a worthless sister. Im never there for her, i shouldnt be in photo albums.
I plan and plan.
I dont want to talk to you right now, because ill hurt you.
I feel different. Evolved. Evil.
SHhh, stop the chatter. IM just lying.
i REALLY miss DW. Or maybe i miss ::p::. I know that for sure. Or maybe i miss mike. Or peach most. or maybe i dont miss anyone. Maybe im just rambling.
Thats what journals are for.
Fuck your thoughts, and set your diary on fire.
i stole that from Katie's xanga cause its nice.
pete smelled my hair, cory pretended to toss me in the pool, pete elliott and cory have held my hand while talking, elliott and peach have told me i looked pretty, elliott mike, and will look me in the eyes, pete elliott. and will tell stupid jokes, cory. vaughn and elliott tickle, vaughn slow dances (or did onces), elliott tells me he loves me when im mad, elliott, pete, and mike have let me fall asleep in their arms, they all tease, pete has kissed my forehead, elliott lets me wear his clothes, yet... theyve never loved me back.
It was a cute revelation, really.
Hyannis Sound was amazon (amazing) for Hyannis Sound, but thats about it. I needed some katrina, amanda, elise, kandyce, and howe crew. I did get to see liz for like 2 secs. my mom ruined my evening of sleeping over lizs. its ok, she so quickly replaced me with nlips.oy
I am home, i didnt get to hang out with Jon, I miss DW. lol. I made that up for someone else. I know who and thats all that matters. I think i like secrets more now. I havent felt the need to tell anyone anything and i like it for now. I feel like i have created my own unit of special-ness. lol. thats not a word.
i feel like ive ruined someone. or myself, who remembers.
Im in the state of not caring.
And i love tearing myself apart most.
"i am the artist" she screams
floods of paint shed complexity
anger devouring life
love
friendship
"i scribbled out all my greatest works of art"
those times of pettiness
beauty
scarce and false
but she knows
"you are my biggest mistake"
she yells as she kicks the miror in with her boot
shatter the nothing within her.
she is nothing.
bleeding insecurities
Ive decided, that i think someone is calling my phone.
haha fuck that.
I think Shalese is asleep. Im a worthless sister. Im never there for her, i shouldnt be in photo albums.
I plan and plan.
I dont want to talk to you right now, because ill hurt you.
I feel different. Evolved. Evil.
SHhh, stop the chatter. IM just lying.
i REALLY miss DW. Or maybe i miss ::p::. I know that for sure. Or maybe i miss mike. Or peach most. or maybe i dont miss anyone. Maybe im just rambling.
Thats what journals are for.
Fuck your thoughts, and set your diary on fire.