a peom

[fabufrankus]

 my heart is heavy,
i am so confused
i dont know how to feel
but yet it always goes back to the confusion
 I dont know if it is from what i learned today
or jsut from life going on.
but i do believe it is from what i was told
because it is heavy and i have no clue what to feel or how to feel it.
but why did they have to tell me the news
 so close to the day when i turn another year older
 when i hear good news i lightens for a moment
but only for a moment
the confusion comes and goes but that haveyness always comes back