two drabbles; heechul/heechul, hyukjae (285); siwon/eunhyuk (205).
days without aging; heechul/heechul, hyukjae.
so hold your breath, you'll only make things worse. ( - taking back sunday ).
heechul smiles, smiles like he's on top of the world with everyone at his feet, admiring. he just smiles now, his smirk rounded at the corners, and knows that the years have been passing by. his and leeteuk's birthdays have just passed and all the members wish them good health, like they need it.
heechul smiles, smiles at himself in the bathroom mirror and can almost see a past reference of himself. the red hair is gone and he wonders if he should still be acting like cinderella when he doesn't look the part anymore. he's blurring away at the edges, edges of his heart mixing into his soul until he can't even tell if it's his heart aching or his soul hurting.
heechul smiles, smiles with the rest of the members as they have another short backstage interview. he's a beat behind when they yell, "we are super juni~or!" but no one notices. the camera leaves but they're all still recovering from the on-stage-high. hyukjae comes up to him with a smile that's all gums and teeth and hesitantly hugs him, hugging tight with clumsy limbs and the scent of cologne mixed with sweat. the dancer's still grinning, even as he whispers, "i love you heechul-hyung," into his neck.
heechul smiles, smiles even as he softly disentangles himself from the hug, holding his breath. he ruffles the younger's hair playfully, bites his tongue, and doesn't say out words that could harm. he's not young anymore and fighting the consequences is getting more tiring, tiringly old with the hurt looks. so he just pats hyukjae, hyukjae with the heart and soul still perfectly intact, on the shoulder and turns away. you don't even know me.
couldn't get enough; siwon/eunhyuk.
The first time Eunhyuk slips out a, "I'll show you mine if you show me yours;" it makes him think of elementary school days back when with Junsu. Back when, when he was just Hyukjae and they were young and stupid and giggling at the game.
Eunhyuk is even almost smiling fondly at the memory before Siwon starts loosening up the drawstring of his sweatpants. Then, well, he's pretty much just trying to stop the blood from rushing to his face, or anywhere else for that matter.
"A-ah, Siwon, I meant your... abs," Eunhyuk forces out, clumsily pushing up his wife beater. Siwon frowns, face knitting up, even as he raises his shirt.
Siwon's saying something that sounds like, 'Hyung, this isn't how this works,' confusion lacing his tone, but Eunhyuk finds that he really doesn't care. and Siwon's skin looks smooth and chiseled, and if he were to run his tongue over it...
After getting dropped off at the dorm, Siwon having waved goodbye before heading back to his own home, and settling in his comfortable bed, Eunhyuk finds that he kind of hates himself.
That's why he does the same thing the next day when he meets up with Siwon at the gym.