random post of consciousness stuff
so, i am about to go henna my hair... which has nothing to do with the rest of my post, but i hope to get it done today as opposed to whats been happening with the constant "whoops, one more thing" schedule i have been having lately
actually none of anything has to do with anything else, its sort of random
so...... so far of the classes that have reported grades for mid term, i have all "A" grades.
this, of course, doesn't translate to my final grades, but i am cautiously optimistic....especially for me and my high school history of "passed.. barely" it kind of seems that i have developed better coping mechanisms for my LD.
the down side is this... the last possible date to withdraw from classes without FAILING (that is, you get a W, not a WF) is something like next week, which is week 8....
the one class that has no "mid term" and therefore has no grade yet.. has ALL the heavy hitting tests, projects and etc due after the last possible drop date.
my final exam, week 10/11
my project week 10?
my museum project/field test week 9
which together comprise 70 percent of my grade i think...
plus we are supposed to have 7 quizzes drop the lowest one... we have had three so far. that will likely be cut down so it will be fewer quizzes worth more points...
all the quizzes have been open NOTE... but the final will not be, so i expect most people to panic.
its tough because i have no REAL way to judge my grade at this point, so my usual panic and anxiety says "drop teh class" but i am trying to be calm....
oh sht.. i forgot i have a museum assignment to do for another class. dmn.
i wonder if they are open tomorrow?
way behind on jewelry making. hate all of them. dropped a nice stone and it broke, and i cant even find all the parts. grrrr
my painting for color theory sucks. i still have time to fix it, i guess.. i hope i can talk to the teacher about what i can do with it. maybe it isnt that bad, maybe i just hate it....
after last post i got cravings for popcorn... ate too much of it... queasy now
have to work on other jewelry projects too.. dont wanna.. want to work on neat NEW projects.. bah... stares balefully at old jewelry projects
mom says she has people ASKING about the jewelry show and wanting to come.. this is a good sign, yes? it also means i have to get cracking on my stock.....
OH GD i need to order parts! aaaagh.
where does the silver wire go? i bought two ounces of it, and haven't made THAT much????? if i have used up that much wire where is the finished STOCK dmnit.
people are cleaning in the alley way behind the house (good) the dog is upset and barking at them.. which is what he is SUPPOSED to do, but the constant "alarm! intruder! MOM HELP!" is getting to me.
things are going perfectly fine? why am i having anxiety attacks?
oh, money.. right.
and messed up sleep,
and being told to work on a deadline
and frankly Kirsten your diet has sucked lately... and you need iron for this time of the month, and you havent taken your vitamins.
did i mention my knee? my knee blew out a few days ago.. i think weather kick started it since everyone has had joint issues. then loading and unloading the van... then just life. i am back on my cane, which is no fun.. and i am in pain.. which is not helping with the anxiety stuff.
right.. off to henna my hair
actually none of anything has to do with anything else, its sort of random
so...... so far of the classes that have reported grades for mid term, i have all "A" grades.
this, of course, doesn't translate to my final grades, but i am cautiously optimistic....especially for me and my high school history of "passed.. barely" it kind of seems that i have developed better coping mechanisms for my LD.
the down side is this... the last possible date to withdraw from classes without FAILING (that is, you get a W, not a WF) is something like next week, which is week 8....
the one class that has no "mid term" and therefore has no grade yet.. has ALL the heavy hitting tests, projects and etc due after the last possible drop date.
my final exam, week 10/11
my project week 10?
my museum project/field test week 9
which together comprise 70 percent of my grade i think...
plus we are supposed to have 7 quizzes drop the lowest one... we have had three so far. that will likely be cut down so it will be fewer quizzes worth more points...
all the quizzes have been open NOTE... but the final will not be, so i expect most people to panic.
its tough because i have no REAL way to judge my grade at this point, so my usual panic and anxiety says "drop teh class" but i am trying to be calm....
oh sht.. i forgot i have a museum assignment to do for another class. dmn.
i wonder if they are open tomorrow?
way behind on jewelry making. hate all of them. dropped a nice stone and it broke, and i cant even find all the parts. grrrr
my painting for color theory sucks. i still have time to fix it, i guess.. i hope i can talk to the teacher about what i can do with it. maybe it isnt that bad, maybe i just hate it....
after last post i got cravings for popcorn... ate too much of it... queasy now
have to work on other jewelry projects too.. dont wanna.. want to work on neat NEW projects.. bah... stares balefully at old jewelry projects
mom says she has people ASKING about the jewelry show and wanting to come.. this is a good sign, yes? it also means i have to get cracking on my stock.....
OH GD i need to order parts! aaaagh.
where does the silver wire go? i bought two ounces of it, and haven't made THAT much????? if i have used up that much wire where is the finished STOCK dmnit.
people are cleaning in the alley way behind the house (good) the dog is upset and barking at them.. which is what he is SUPPOSED to do, but the constant "alarm! intruder! MOM HELP!" is getting to me.
things are going perfectly fine? why am i having anxiety attacks?
oh, money.. right.
and messed up sleep,
and being told to work on a deadline
and frankly Kirsten your diet has sucked lately... and you need iron for this time of the month, and you havent taken your vitamins.
did i mention my knee? my knee blew out a few days ago.. i think weather kick started it since everyone has had joint issues. then loading and unloading the van... then just life. i am back on my cane, which is no fun.. and i am in pain.. which is not helping with the anxiety stuff.
right.. off to henna my hair