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I haven't smoked shweed in three days and I already feel like I haven't in a really long time. If I can stop, it'll be the best thing I've ever done for myself. I know this. I miss myself. It's been three years. The future has been blocked, everything has been day-to-day or felt like the end. I have to laugh at myself--how could I possibly be operating under the impression that it's the end? It's only the fucking beginning.