Aug 08, 2006 10:31
Thoughtful Update:
Ok...so next time I decide to cover someone's shift at Publix, I'll request that I only do carts for only 2 hours that day. I could only feel pain from the knees down and I'm pretty sure I was heat exhausted. However, I'm alive so that means I'm not done here...yet...
But now what?
I've matured tenfold this past year. I've worked for a company that forces you to do hard labor in order to earn a dime. I know I'm going to be in Florida for at least the next 5 years. And in the near future, a living-on-my-own option will appear...It just feels like life has given me a swift punch to the face this last year, and now I don't know what to do.
I guess all that's left is to start making something of myself and to start learning skills I should've/need to learn in order to succeed in the direction that I'm currently going...I just wish I knew what those skills were :-(
Fun Update:
Since when did Palm Coast start housing very attractive 35-40 year old women and 15-17 year old jail bait? Is that how it's always been here? It's really not fair to tempt me with females that I KNOW I'll never have a chance with...Then again, I guess it's Gods' way of saying, "Enjoy the view." It's become something overtime that I just shake my head at. I have no need to pursue women or even consider dating women, so the whole I-gotta-have-a-girlfriend problem has pretty much desintegrated. Random thoughts come every now and then, but they go away.
And I'm seriously thinking about getting into the Magic card game. I'm decent enough at it that I can attempt to buy cards and build my own deck, but at the same time that requires money that I don't feel like spending at this point...It's going to have to be something that's a slow-building side project...And any help would be appreciated :-D
I need to learn how to cook on the grill like my dad. It always seems that everything that comes off that grill is either damn tasty or I'm-so-full I'll-take-a-nap-now tasty. I'm going to have to talk with him and start learning that stuff soon before I leave for college again.
Oh yeah guys...21 days...Are you ready?
That's it for now. Peace out Nicolites.