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Hmm today was weird. Teena was down here and she went to chruch with us but then left from there to go back to Chico. I guess she had to work in the afternoon... but oh well.. at least I got to see her! Then I sat in the sun the rest of the day, which was very exciting. But then I chilled with Dan and I dunno.
I have mixed emotions about our relationship. I think I'm just being hella dumb but then again I like cant not think in that way. I'm being a jerky bitch but it is just how I feel. I almost feel like I lied to myself from the beginning but thats probably just a dumb idea that I thought up out of desperation.
Well I see what I want to see
Then I believe what I want it to be
But these lies I feed to my mind
Kill my soul and leave me behind
So I need to open my eyes
And I need to know what’s real
Cuz I’m blind by my foolish thoughts
Sorrow was all I could feel
I going to go eat Jello now!
I have mixed emotions about our relationship. I think I'm just being hella dumb but then again I like cant not think in that way. I'm being a jerky bitch but it is just how I feel. I almost feel like I lied to myself from the beginning but thats probably just a dumb idea that I thought up out of desperation.
Well I see what I want to see
Then I believe what I want it to be
But these lies I feed to my mind
Kill my soul and leave me behind
So I need to open my eyes
And I need to know what’s real
Cuz I’m blind by my foolish thoughts
Sorrow was all I could feel
I going to go eat Jello now!