Wonderful, so wonderful
First off: vent on negetive stuff... (I encourage anybody reading to just skip this section)
I gave my two weeks tuesday. I really wish I was better at managing time so that I could work there but it is getting in my way of school and my previos commitment to helping with church. I officially hate statistics. I have no idea when anything is due, nor how to do any of the assignments even though I read and do my homework and listen. Just a buncha blabbering. I'm not the only person complaining. I just hope that Jason keeps helping me out and being so kind to my frustrated self. I'm overwhelmed with school work and confusion from everything. Our chemistry lab failed to work because somehow our solution became too watered down to be able to trace any ions in it. I am scared to do our unknown solution now that I know that even though all the ions were in ours, the tests might now show them positive if you mysteriously mess up. Had a crazy man harassing me the past few nights and it has been ridiculous... to the point of breaking into tears of frustration. I had to get somebody to threaten him for me and he still kept harassing me. Kinda like a stalker, only worse. Gunner denied our friendship even though we're best friends (del mundo). Had a freak accident and tore like all teh skin off of my middle finger and it hurts like a maniac to play guitar. I made it bleed through superglue and like 4 layers of new skin. My back has been bothering me. And I'm getting ugly and fat.
And best for last: the goooood stuff
I wrote 2 songs today. They're both kinda lame, but they mean someting to me, so I love them for now. We had an awesome jam session today at church. David is hilarious and our songs rocked (and rolled). Gordon gave me a picture for my birthday and I love it so much I'm almost scared to put it up on my wall cuz I don't want to put any holes in it with staples or push pins. I shall figure something out. We're learning about World War II in history and I'm loving it. Most interesting time period, in my opinion. ANd we're going to watch Saving Private Ryan, which is like the best movie ever. I am enjoying chemistry so much even though I am not quit understanding everything that is going on. I absolutely love my momma. She is the coolest ever. Met a cute fella, but was too scared to say hi. I couldn't stop looking at is gorgeous face though. It was like heaven. Simply amazing, simply. Laura made me a bright pink scarf for my birthday and I am in love with it. I haven't thought of a name, but it needs one. Oh, and waking up to fog these past two mornings has been incredible. I LOVE fog. I went out to lunch today with Colton and Nick and it was fun even though I already had my own lunch. I love my brothers. They're the best ever. We're going to have sushi on tuesday for lunch for our "thanksgiving lunch". Tried to help Colton with girl issues. It was kinda fun. But I did remember to warn him not to take my advice too seriosuly because I'm a horrible person to ask about relationships or anything regarding them. I can't wait to go back to diving at Granada. Next semester will be freaking awesome. I hope I get into Las Po for Pre-Calc. Otherwise, Caitlin and I are signing up for photo or drama instead of going with Saugier again in an over-crowded class. woot woot! Thankgiving vacation next week. Gonna see Steph and Jenn and Aunt Debbie and Uncle Mark. I can't wait!! I love musicians. I love friends. I love God.
I gave my two weeks tuesday. I really wish I was better at managing time so that I could work there but it is getting in my way of school and my previos commitment to helping with church. I officially hate statistics. I have no idea when anything is due, nor how to do any of the assignments even though I read and do my homework and listen. Just a buncha blabbering. I'm not the only person complaining. I just hope that Jason keeps helping me out and being so kind to my frustrated self. I'm overwhelmed with school work and confusion from everything. Our chemistry lab failed to work because somehow our solution became too watered down to be able to trace any ions in it. I am scared to do our unknown solution now that I know that even though all the ions were in ours, the tests might now show them positive if you mysteriously mess up. Had a crazy man harassing me the past few nights and it has been ridiculous... to the point of breaking into tears of frustration. I had to get somebody to threaten him for me and he still kept harassing me. Kinda like a stalker, only worse. Gunner denied our friendship even though we're best friends (del mundo). Had a freak accident and tore like all teh skin off of my middle finger and it hurts like a maniac to play guitar. I made it bleed through superglue and like 4 layers of new skin. My back has been bothering me. And I'm getting ugly and fat.
And best for last: the goooood stuff
I wrote 2 songs today. They're both kinda lame, but they mean someting to me, so I love them for now. We had an awesome jam session today at church. David is hilarious and our songs rocked (and rolled). Gordon gave me a picture for my birthday and I love it so much I'm almost scared to put it up on my wall cuz I don't want to put any holes in it with staples or push pins. I shall figure something out. We're learning about World War II in history and I'm loving it. Most interesting time period, in my opinion. ANd we're going to watch Saving Private Ryan, which is like the best movie ever. I am enjoying chemistry so much even though I am not quit understanding everything that is going on. I absolutely love my momma. She is the coolest ever. Met a cute fella, but was too scared to say hi. I couldn't stop looking at is gorgeous face though. It was like heaven. Simply amazing, simply. Laura made me a bright pink scarf for my birthday and I am in love with it. I haven't thought of a name, but it needs one. Oh, and waking up to fog these past two mornings has been incredible. I LOVE fog. I went out to lunch today with Colton and Nick and it was fun even though I already had my own lunch. I love my brothers. They're the best ever. We're going to have sushi on tuesday for lunch for our "thanksgiving lunch". Tried to help Colton with girl issues. It was kinda fun. But I did remember to warn him not to take my advice too seriosuly because I'm a horrible person to ask about relationships or anything regarding them. I can't wait to go back to diving at Granada. Next semester will be freaking awesome. I hope I get into Las Po for Pre-Calc. Otherwise, Caitlin and I are signing up for photo or drama instead of going with Saugier again in an over-crowded class. woot woot! Thankgiving vacation next week. Gonna see Steph and Jenn and Aunt Debbie and Uncle Mark. I can't wait!! I love musicians. I love friends. I love God.