Things Happen For A Reason-
I have figured out that my idea that I have for my life isn't my real destiny. If it was, I wouldn't be haunted by everything. Had an awesome night Friday. Did a buncha nothing. Robin come over and jammed, which was super rad. Then we giggled for like over an hour about people and gonads (but not with any sort of relationship between). Ate potatoes.. for dinner? Drew Robo-Hobo and named him Humpecho. Fell asleep reading at around 11 and then woke up at 5 and turned off my light and fell back aleep until 8 and woke up completely rested. These past two nights I have slept like a baby despite all my troubles. I've been loving my dreams lately... I've been fixing all my problems and making something happen with "him" I've decided to start decorating my new music room. Got 3 posters.. the Rat Pack one, a Kill Bill one with GoGo and I was supposed to get a Scarface one but I accidently grabbed an Orlando Bloom one... doh! Just another example of my carelessness. Picked up a CD.. Diz'N Bird at Carnegie Hall. It's excellent. Wrote a song, and I would post it, but this one is for me. I know I should be troubled by everything going wrong in my life, but I just don't care. None of it will affect me too drastically. I would rather just turn around and avoid any confrontation. I just stopped caring about opinions and goals. Everything that I know that I should try to fix or strengthen, I can't help but think.. why? Almost in a pessimistic sense, but more lazy than anything else. I can't wait to grow. What's inside of you and why aren't you free? But I've told myself it’ll never be the same
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Eat, Drink, and Be Merry